It's me Naomi I know I have not been writing much lately, but well I have been hospitalized, and now have no use of my arms or legs, but there is good news, Rick found a surgery that may help me regain the use of my arms, and I go tomorrow morning, at six thirty am to have it done. I know like any surgery this has a risk but right now it seems the benefits outweigh the risks, and after talking to my family, I believe this is the right course of action. I was telling Audrey last night I could live without being able to use my legs, the MD already took alot of my ability to walk away anyway, but being unable to hug and hold my kids is hard.
Louisiana and I are speaking again, or wiriting, if I tried talking to her on the phone she probably would not be able to understand me, my voice is not above a whisper, because of the tumor they removed, but I am alive, and I am thankful for that.
Austin is fitting in with Missy's family very well. She is going to take after her Mom with the adopting LOL, but thats a good thing. She has alot of love and compassion.
Missy's girls are doing great. They are almost to eight pounds, a real miracle since they were just over a pound when they were born.
Well its getting late, after ten thirty here, and I need to get some rest, enjoy being home because tomorrow morning its back in the hospital with me, but this time I opted for this surgery.