Legoless says:
Louisiana came by and talked with one of the investigators today
Legoless says:
Kendra told Mom
HollyHobby says:
I bet she gave them a piece of her mind
Legoless says:
yeah she did
HollyHobby says:
well, somebody needed to
Legoless says:
she may be small but shes not afraid to speak her mind

Legoless says:
Hey Holly
HollyHobby says:
hi
Legoless says:
I heard you had a rough day
HollyHobby says:
they tried to sit me up, it didn't go well
Legoless says:
I am sorry Holly
Legoless says:
its not easy I am not going to kid you about that, but its doable
HollyHobby says:
 I don't have balance anymore
Legoless says:
I know that feeling
HollyHobby says:
and I ended up falling out of bed
Legoless says:
were you hurt?
HollyHobby says:
just bruised
Legoless says:
glad it wasnt worse
Legoless says:
I fell out of bed last night as well
HollyHobby says:
at least you have carpet in your room
Legoless says:
felt like a complete dork
Legoless says:
no wood floors because of Maddies chair
HollyHobby says:
I thought you had a rug around your bed
Legoless says:
and mine
Legoless says:
I did but Kia got caught up in it when she came to visit so we moved it
HollyHobby says:
I picked out my wheelchair today as well
Legoless says:
thats hard I know, but it will give you more independence
Legoless says:
it was hard for me too
HollyHobby says:
I made them put it in the bathroom when everyone left, so I didn't have to look at it
Legoless says:
your going to have to get used to it Holly
HollyHobby says:
I know I will
Legoless says:
I am not going to kid you it doesnt happen over night
Legoless says:
sometimes I still struggle with it
HollyHobby says:
I know, it must hurt
HollyHobby says:
you were a dancer
Legoless says:
yes and it does
HollyHobby says:
how do you deal w. it?
Legoless says:
Yeshua my faith in Yeshua
Legoless says:
and my family
Legoless says:
my friends
Legoless says:
But sometimes I find myself laying in bed at night, crying to Yeshua asking him why, but I am alive and I am glad for that
HollyHobby says:
I just feel like I am being hit w. some much I can't get my head above water
Legoless says:
I know the feeling
HollyHobby says:
I mean, it's not just the loss of my legs
Legoless says:
well I am flying out in a few hours
Legoless says:
I know
Legoless says:
were coming out to be with your Mom
Legoless says:
and Dad
Legoless says:
and you
HollyHobby says:
I'm glad
Legoless says:
Mom already called to see if I could spend some time with you in the hospital, she thinks it would do you some good
Legoless says:
and I have to go in for more testing anyway, so at least I would have someone to talk to
HollyHobby says:
I was so glad when everyone left this evening. I felt like I could stop pretending to be okay
Legoless says:
you dont have to pretend to anyone Holly
Legoless says:
you need to know that
HollyHobby says:
I feel like I do
Legoless says:
you dont
HollyHobby says:
I don't know how they can be so postive
Legoless says:
They are pretending because they feel its best for you
Legoless says:
but I really believe that Aunt Kendra is going to get the kids back
HollyHobby says:
I'm just not so hopeful
HollyHobby says:
I heard them say those people took Hope out of the state today
Legoless says:
I heard it was Hunter
HollyHobby says:
they took her and we may never get her back
Legoless says:
I am sorry Holly
HollyHobby says:
I didn't hear them talking about Hunter, but I guess they are both gone
Legoless says:
I dont know
Legoless says:
Maybe I misunderstood
HollyHobby says:
or maybe I did
Legoless says:
I am sorry this happend
Legoless says:
I heard you had your last chemo treatment today, and it was really strong
HollyHobby says:
no, I have my last one tomorrow
Legoless says:
Oh okay
HollyHobby says:
but I did have one today
HollyHobby says:
the really strong one is tomorrow
Legoless says:
ugh
Legoless says:
nice time for me to come and see you huh if you are not in the mood to talk I will know why
HollyHobby says:
so, I will be really sick this time tomorrow
Legoless says:
I'm sorry Holly I know how sick they made Missy
Legoless says:
Does Mia know what has happened yet?  Has she came back from Arizona?
HollyHobby says:
I just wish I were not alive to be honest
HollyHobby says:
no, Mom is going to call her tomorrow,
Legoless says:
Yeshua has a reason for you to be here
HollyHobby says:
she didn't want her to come home in the middle of the week and miss class
Legoless says:
Missy emailed her she told me, but told her to fly out tomorrow, Friday she doesnt have classes
Legoless says:
do you mind that tomorrow I am going to be with you?
HollyHobby says:
yeah
HollyHobby says:
no
HollyHobby says:
I'm pretty out of it to be honest
Legoless says:
Missy broke down earlier, in a way I hadnt seen her since she lost little Daniel
HollyHobby says:
wow
Legoless says:
she's really worried about you Holly, Hunter and Tyler
HollyHobby says:
and she hardly ever cries
Legoless says:
I know she's so strong
HollyHobby says:
I also heard mom say they might take all the kids under 15 next week
Legoless says:
no
Legoless says:
thats not happening, your Mom talked to Mom, but they are talking about taking Kate
Legoless says:
they said she can handle the other kids, but they dont think she can care for Kate and they are even threatening the triplets
Legoless says:
but she has tons of people fighting for her
HollyHobby says:
wow, this isn't getting better, just worse
Legoless says:
Louisiana came by and talked with one of the investigators today
Legoless says:
Kendra told Mom
HollyHobby says:
I bet she gave them a piece of her mind
Legoless says:
yeah she did
HollyHobby says:
well, somebody needed to
Legoless says:
she may be small but shes not afraid to speak her mind
HollyHobby says:
yep
HollyHobby says:
I haven't told anyone one else, but there is something else going on w. my body.
Legoless says:
what Holly?
HollyHobby says:
I can't really explain it,
HollyHobby says:
I don't feel like myself though
Legoless says:
thats nornal its the shock to your system I went through it too
HollyHobby says:
I've been having some bleeding in an embarressing way
Legoless says:
have you never had a period?
HollyHobby says:
what's that?
Legoless says:
its where you bleed every month
Legoless says:
in the embarrassing way you talk about
Legoless says:
it shows that your body is preparing for womanhood
Legoless says:
but its surprising that you are having it now, sometimes Chemo stops it
HollyHobby says:
I asked a nurse one night, and she said sometimes the treatments will