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Holly Hobby says:

I just feel like I shouldn't let Hope or Hunter see me weak

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I mean when we are battling something we tend to lean on the Lord more

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

and that is where we need to be seeking our strength is in Jesus

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Hey Holly are you enjoying the time you are spending at Missy's?

Holly Hobby says:

I am

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

good

Holly Hobby says:

the babies are so wonderful

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

how are you feeling?

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Yes they are arent they?

Holly Hobby says:

scared

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

why swetie?

Holly Hobby says:

the new treatment on Monday

Holly Hobby says:

the shots are supposed to be painful

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

yeah but the side affects are supposed to be alot let worse, and your strong Holly

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I will be with you the entire time if thats what you want

Holly Hobby says:

I do

Holly Hobby says:

I'm scared

Holly Hobby says:

I've been looking up videos of the same shots I will be taking

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Its okay honey you are going to get through this

Holly Hobby says:

I guess I am just a wimp

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

no honey you are fighting this like a warrior you are strong

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

not a wimp

Holly Hobby says:

they said I might be going into a remission though

Holly Hobby says:

so maybe I will get a break from the chemo for a little while

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

thats great Holly, what we have been praying for

Holly Hobby says:

I'm so scared by the idea of having to fight this my whole life

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

your strong Holly and its normal to get scared, I get scared from time to time myself, and people just dont seem to see that, I try to be strong, but you know what there are times when the good Lord wants us to be weak so he can use us in a powerful way

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I believe he is going to do that very thing

Holly Hobby says:

how?

Holly Hobby says:

I just feel like I shouldn't let Hope or Hunter see me weak

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I mean when we are battling something we tend to lean on the Lord more

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

and that is where we need to be seeking our strength is in Jesus

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I worry about you guys seeing your Mamma in weak moments, but its part of life sweetie

Holly Hobby says:

what if I don't want to be stong anymore?

I'm tired of being strong.

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

you dont have to be sweetie, Just give your stuggle to Jesus

Holly Hobby says:

Missy probably thought I have lost my mind, I have been crying so much since I got here

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

honey she understands probably better than any of us do

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

shes been there

Holly Hobby says:

I just know when I am here, I don't have to worry about one of the kids walking in on me and needing to explain

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

yeah

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I understand that sweetie

Holly Hobby says:

I hate this so much

Holly Hobby says:

but this is my life I guess

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

honey we want to help you through this, but most of all Jesus wants to help you

Holly Hobby says:

I wish someone could help me, but I don't think there is anything anyone could say

Holly Hobby says:

or do to make this better

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

honey this chair is part of my life, Spina Biffida is part of my life as is Hydrocephalus, but none of those things define me

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Honey the good Lord has that power

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

and we are praying for that very thing

Holly Hobby says:

I don't want to hope to be healed and then not get it

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

but if you dont get the answer you want or expect its not because Jesus doesnt love you, it is because he has a greater plan for you

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Honey our strongest weapon against any fight is the Lord

Holly Hobby says:

I don't mean to sound cynical

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

but honey when you are hurting i am hurting with you, because you are my daughter

Holly Hobby says:

at least I am alive and my cancer can be controled

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I could not love you more if I gave birth to you

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

yes sweetie thats very true , but this is a scary battle and I understand that

Holly Hobby says:

I know you love me more than the person who gave birth to me

Holly Hobby says:

it's very scary

Holly Hobby says:

about the time I think I know what is going on, everything changes

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Honey the one thng that never changes is Jesus

Holly Hobby says:

sometimes, he seems so far away

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

And your birth parents dont know what they are missing

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

hes not if you open your heart up to him he is right there

Holly Hobby says:

I wish I had been a better daughter to them so they would have loved me

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Honey it wasnt you that was the problem it was them

Holly Hobby says:

I tried really hard

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

a parent, a true parent loves their children unconditionally and would do anything for them

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I would do anything for any of you

Holly Hobby says:

I think they hated me b.c I wasn't perfect like my older brother

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Honey no one but Christ himself is perfect

Holly Hobby says:

my brother was healthy

Holly Hobby says:

that was there idea of perfect

Holly Hobby says:

we all know he wasn't perfect

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

he was far from perfect Holly what he did to you, was pure evil

Holly Hobby says:

I know

Holly Hobby says:

but I'm a diabetic, Hope is deaf and Hunter is Autistic

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Honey why are you up so late?

Holly Hobby says:

I'm still not feeling well

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I know but you are all special you all have potential

Holly Hobby says:

between crying and puking, I can't sleep

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Arent the Anit Nausea meds helping?

Holly Hobby says:

not at all

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

Im sorry sweetie

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

maybe we should call your oncologist and see if they can give you something else

Holly Hobby says:

I think crying is making it worse too

Holly Hobby says:

but I feel like if I don't get this out now I am going to explode

Holly Hobby says:

I hated to leave w. Aunt Audrey there, but I really needed some time to myself

Holly Hobby says:

I know you could tell I was beginning to crack too

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

yeah I could

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

sorry Tyler was crying

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

But hes okay

Holly Hobby says:

I'm getting really sleepy, so I think I better go.

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

A bad dream, he was dreaming of Hurricane Katrina again

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

yes honey I think so too

Holly Hobby says:

I will see you on Sunday, ok?

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

ok

Holly Hobby says:

good night

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

are you coming to church with us?

Holly Hobby says:

if I am still this sick, no

Holly Hobby says:

but if I start feeling better, then I will definately try

Holly Hobby says:

I just don't want to get there and throw up all over the place

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

okay honey

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

I understand

Kendra Mae (Mother of Many) says:

sweetie

Holly Hobby says:

I will talk to you tomorrow. I'll call when I get up.

Holly Hobby says:

(Holly Hobby disconnects)


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Reviewed by Karen Lynn Vidra, The Texas Tornado 8/7/2008
THERE you are!! LOL Thought for a minnit I'd lost you! LOL EXCELLENT story, ladies; very well written! (Is there any way you can keep the story from drifting towards the one side; makes it hard to read, follow. Just a thought! :) )

(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :D

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