August.07.08

I know its been a long time since I have written, I am afraid I went through a really bad Autistic spell, thankfully Keith was home by then to take care of Hayleigh, I hate when she sees me like this, going through a total meltdown, I really dont recall what triggered it, but I do thank God I am coming out of it, for months it was like I was in a fog, and suddenly the light comes on and the Lord tells me to get back amongst the living, so that is what I am trying to do, but I know after a spell this bad I need to take things slowly, because you cant really rush things with Autism if I just try to jump back into the swing of things, I am liable to set myself off again, but thankfully I am doing better, enjoying the time I am spending with my family, once again getting involved with the church, they understand these spells, but I am doing well now praise the Lord.

Hayleigh is going into the second grade, which is hard to believe, it seems like just yesterday she was a baby, and now she is going into the second grade now, where does the time go?  And when I have one of these spells I feel like I am missing out on my little girl growing up.

Keith is doing well though, he walks so well with the Prosthetic now if hes wearing pants you cant really tell, and thankfully he did not get injured the second time he went back to fight he was not injured in fact I think they were amazed at how well he did, for having lost his leg on his first tour of duty, hes okay now, and home where he belongs, hes not going to have to go back and I am so grateful for that, hes still in the military, but we have our own house near the base he works at, and thats great, so we get to see him every night.

Well I am going to close this dentry.

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