7:50 P.M PST
I have been crazy busy with church and everything today, I am more than glad that I made it to church though and was once again able to share my testimony with others, I think everyone is amazed that I don't just sit around feeling sorry for myself because I lost my legs, but what good would that do me? It certainly wouldn't give me my legs back, besides I would much rather have Christ in my life than live the way I did before.
I am glad that I made it to church, glad that I serve the Lord, my life has done a total 180 in the past few months, and now I can really be proud of what I accomplished, and I can make plans for college, I plan on going locally so I can still be involved in the youth minsitry at our church, I want to try and be a postive influence, I dont have any illusions that I am perfect far from it, but I do believe that I can teach others through what I have been through.
I met a young woman today, probably a year or two younger than I, but she reminded me of myself alot before I lost my legs, the whole mad at the world, to busy being the bad girl thing, I pulled her aside and talked to her, she had some smart comments, but I really didnt take them to heart, as I said I was in her place not to long ago. I hope in time she opens her heart to Christ.
Well I have physical therapy first thing in the morning, working on figuring out how to walk on the Prosthetics, sometimes it feels impossible, but as I said no matter what happens, I am going to continue to praise the Lord!