I did not mean to make you think I wished you to be hurt in order to find faith, I was saying that was what it took for me, and a few months ago I would have been like you, feeling sorry for myself, thinking about suicide if anything like this ever happened to me, but your perception of me as a "poor cripple", I actually live a very active life, I just happen to live it without my legs, or with prosthetics, which I am slowly learning to master.
I can understand your anger, though maybe understand is wrong I have not been in your shoes, but I do know what it is to be lost and searching, and you were blessed to have your Grandma and then your Aunt and Uncle, who stepped up when your parents failed.
I am not going to be able to keep this very long, I have some last minute preparations to make for an assembly I am taking part in at a local High School tomorrow. I want to prevent others from making the same mistakes I made.
Well I will write to you again as soon as time permits, the next couple of weeks may prove to be busy for me.
In Christs Love