Daydream

Sitting and knowing that things would never last but that they would yet change again. From things that I hoped would be to the things that are now at hand. All I want is to go back home to see my family to see my mom.That's all I want. Those are all the things that mean most to me.  The things I hope to see but shall they ever be???? As I sat thinking these things I could hear my foster mothers foot steps coming to my door. And at that time I knew exactly what she was going to say to me. So before she even got to my door I decided to get up and head on out of my room to do what was wanted. As I opened the door my foster mother just smiled as if she knew. As I went into the dinning room I  could hear my  foster sister and my foster father talking. Saying things that could rip ones heart. Things that could tare me apart. As I saw there face it all came back. And I went right back to my place. Sitting and knowing that things would never last but that they would yet change again.