8:16 P.M Nashville TN
Greetings I am still at home in Nashville, spending time with my fiance Johnny and enjoying my family, but my mind does not leave my best friend Susie. It's like we are suspended in time waiting for something to happen, waiting for the shoe to drop, but so far she is holding her own, no signs of improvement, but no signs of worsening either. I wonder if Susie is aware of what is around her, and if she is what she is thinking. I hope she does not feel I have abandoned her, because that's far from the truth.
I've talked to Audrey a few times, and Susie's fiances has been holding vigil by her bed, day after day. It must be wearing on all of them. I will be returning in a few days myself, to spend some time with her, but have been home helping out Mom. She hasn't been feeling a hundred percent, and I want to do my best to be there for her.
Other than that though, I know I am blessed. I will be attending church with Johnny tommorrow, and he attended services with me today, I attend both a Messianic Jewish synagogue as well as the church Johnny attends and the fact is I love the closeseness I feel to yeshua because of it.
I am going to keep this short today, because I want to spend some time with Johnny as well as the rest of my family. I will probably be returning to Texas for awhile on Tuesday, if everything goes as planned.