OK, so I , through constructive criticism from MANY, have decided to change my approach and tact on the many ways to speak my mind without being  mean, rude, or nasty.  Let  me elaborate on the constructive criticism, IT WAS ALL POSITIVELY SPOKEN WITH LOVE AND GENERAL CONCERN FOR MY WELL BEING as an all around individual. So with that being said, I didn’t mind the intervention as long as it still afforded me the opportunity to speak up 4 me…. Whew baby I was glad of that!!!!

Now God created me to be bold and have no fear of anything or anyone, so I speak with AUTHORITY.  Nothing I say is meant to belittle anyone, anything, any cause, any situation, but it’s simply my thoughts, my opinion, my views, my perception, my advice, Ummm hello It’s MY BLOG!!!! LOL-  Give me a chance folk, come grow with me as God increases my greatness more and more, Follow/Subscribe, which-ever you wanna call it just do it!-) I love to offer you a different perspective and I don’t talk from always My, Me, I point of view, it’s the GOD in me that provides insight because my thinking can be limited at times.  However, I believe God uses our natural abilities to make room for little ole us in this BIG world! I don’t despise small beginnings I challenge them to become the maximum opportunity!

Today I just wanna speak from a place I don’t normally show to folk and that is my inner most guarded heart!!! In this time in my life I just believe in being true to self and others. If I can’t be real with me about me then who can I expect to believe in me! OK….here goes nothing….

I’m in love! OMGosh I’m in total love, I’ve freaking smitten I mean this is some agape type love here!! No games, tricks, manipulating the situation 4 what I can get! This is some love I have never experienced! Y’all I pray for him each night and thank God for our connection. This man is the truth.com!!!! It aint even about looks with him (but it does help that he’s sexy, tall and spiritual inclined)!! We’re both strong in faith and dominant in behavior, but underneath all the hard exterior we know each other are marshmallows) I love the heart of this man BUT-ugh,,,there goes that but; God is teaching me. School is in session and I’m forbidden to talk during the lessons. I was already warned after 3 strikes I’d face detention and will have to REPEAT cuz I can’t pass the test in detention! I’m on my 3rd strike so I gotta LISTEN!! The professor GOD keeps warning me the BIG picture is so much more than I can ever imagine but I gotta LET  it ALL go! And I aint even sure if the man I love is even in it……Well even with GOD I decided to speak up 4 me and ask why I can’t help to manifest the BIG picture? I figured with 2 working towards this goal it will go so much faster and smoother, BUT… there goes that but again; GOD said each time I tried helping the plan EPIC FAILED!! Now aint that something!!!  So on that note…. I decided this time around I will listen, learn, create, react, endure and finally PROSPER as GOD deems fit!!! but in the mean time and in between this waiting time what’s a girl to do????  Have you ever been here??? Can you relate at all?? Care to share your story???  I’d love to hear it “_)