Jacob never ceases to amaze me.
I wish I had my brothers strength and ability to forgive.
He forgave the very people who shot him. I could not have done that if I were him. The truth is I still have trouble forgiving myself for what happened.
Not that it has stopped Justin, the wheelchair, being paralyzed, you really wouldn't see Justin that way.
He's still a skater at heart and you can see him at the skate park doing tricks wih his wheelchair all the time.
I swear sometimes my stomach drops down to my toes, but Jacob, Jacob is amazing.
I am not just saying that because he is my brother, my twin brother no less.
We shared a womb for nine months, we got to know each other pretty well LOL!
Still I wonder what it would be like if I had been the one shot, but it wasn't me and Justin says I should not dwell on that. He doesn't want me feeling sorry for him, never has, and I try not to and I don't really have pitry on him. I just want the monster to pay.
To Be Continued