Excerpt
Chapter 2: Love Sex and Relationships

"Never Mine"

Physically he was there
Between my sheets in the flesh
Giving me nothing more
Than wet thighs and sweat

It was good
But good wasn't enough
It's like he never gave me all of himself
Like his heart was somewhere else
Like he belong to someone else

He stroked my curiosity with each
Long,slow, stroke
Left me a many of nights
Restless and woke

Wondering if there was someone else
Could she smell me on his clothes?
Taste my juices on his lips?
Or if she ever found my lipstick prints
On his boxes?
Or if she ever found those purple panties that I tucked in an old coat pocket?

Just to surprise him
Remind him of a night we had

Physically he was there
Pulling my hair
Asking me to tell him
Who's pussy it was?
Kissing me softly
Making me cum

And like the fiend I was
I wanted more
More of him
All of him
Not just physically
But mentally and emotionally as well

I wanted more than what he could give of himself

So I fucked him
One last time
And accepted the reality
That he
Was never mine