Diary is the memoirs of our main character Bijoux a big girl with a colorful past and a bright future. Her life, love and lessons of a Big Beautiful Woman. A satirical and part biographical morality story about the worship or disparagement of the well endowed for those who are and those who adore them. One womans candid view of living large and having a grown womans body way to soon. An adventure about defining and deciding about your own SELF IMAGE.
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Bijoux parallels her life to that of Oprah WInfrey, Maya Angelou and Mo'Nique as well as 'every' other little black girl growing up in America. The experiences of coming of age, disappointments, tragedies and triumphs. From being molested at age five to her brother's violent murder at age 22. How hard it was to grow up the "fat kid' in a made for average people world. How her sexual abuse turned on its ear to prove to be her saving power. Once a "just a little girl" and then a woman. Diary of a BBW talks about and walks about in the body of that larger than life female. How she took what life gave her and made it work for her and not against her.
Bijoux was careful not to turn over to quickly in the bed. The medicine that the doctors gave her after surgery had her high as hell. She had been shot right after the "step-show", by who she knew...but why? Her on and off again lover Doom sat brooding in the corner along with her roomate "T", they looked as if they had seen a ghost. But then Bijoux had not looked in the mirror. She had no idea how seriously wounded she was and why everyone looked dazed. "Guess its the medicine of course they are in shock ",Bioux mused. There had been something in the air today something foul and disturbing and as always it had made the hair stand up on Bijoux's fore arms. After that chill and the imaginary breeze that blew over her that day all she saw was blackness...