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Lollipops, sunflower seeds and sundresses are all a girl's best friend, but that's far from the case for Rain Waters. Rain is a pretentious young woman from the Webster House, a housing project in the Bronx, NY. Unthinkable tragedies at a young age have stolen this woman's innocence, leaving her shattered and battered by the one's closest to her. The expected concern for Rain's well being is overshadowed by greed, money, and power. Having reached her breaking point, Rain devises a plan to set herself free from the physical and emotional chains in which she finds herself. Is it possible for a product of abuse to live a normal life and find true love, or will her horrid past of abuse, misuse, betrayal and deceit plague her forever?
A quiet, wildfire, sunny Sunday afternoon filled the summery skies with patchy clouds.
Fifteen year old Rain Waters was doing her usual snooping around in her mom’s closet when she discovered a rubbery penis.
“What is this?” She began observing the dildo with her cinnamon brown hands and honey brown eyes.
Intrigued by the device, she played around with it, slashing it in the air like a Samurai. She wasn’t aware of the on/off switch on its base and mistakenly turned on the vibrating figure. The sudden buzzing of the smooth dildo caused Rain to burst into laughter but the sounds of shuffling feet quickly approaching the room’s door brought her laughter to a halt. She shut off the vibrator and kicked it halfway under her parent’s roached infested bed, just as the door busted open.
“Hi daddy,” she exclaimed while quickly taking a sigh of relief.
She then ran over to greet him with a hug and a kiss, but the stench of vomit coming off his clothing was so nauseating that she turned her head to the side and kissed him on his unshaved cheek. When she attempted to move away, her father brought her back to him. There was something terribly wrong with the way he was looking at her and Rain could feel it, but chose to ignore it.
“Damn, I see somebody is getting fat like their mother.” He spoke seductively while smacking his lips, releasing the odor of alcohol from his early morning breath. He continued to look his daughter over like a sizeable conquest on the horizon.
“Oh daddy stop it!” Rain playfully smiled in admiration of her father. Alvin Waters was a smooth, silk chocolate brother from the Eastern Parkway Streets of Brooklyn. Standing at 5’10” and a solid 185 lbs, with a shit stained tooth he called ‘Goldie,’ and honey caramel eyes that kept the ladies gunning for him.
Alvin gave his daughter another kiss, only this time on her neck. Another on her back and then on her breast causing a cosmic eruption in his joint and a sudden fear inside her eyes.
“Daddy what are you doing?” She asked feeling a chill of both emotion and carnal dwellings as he continued to smooch and fondle on her while maintaining a bear hug that kept her from moving.
She cried out, “Daddy no. Please no.”
She struggled to get away from him, continuously pleading for him to stop. He held her in place while reaching into her shirt and cupping her double sized breast with no remorse, squeezing so hard that she screamed out in pain.
“Relax baby girl. Relax! Daddy will be done soon. Daddy is doing you right. Just relax and it will all be over soon.” Alvin preached with a rhetorical eyed smile, as he parted out of his worn out, dirty Levi jeans. He proceeded to taste the innocence of his little angel. Who tried her hardest to put up a fight, only to be slapped with the knuckles of his back hand.
“Bitch listen hear, I brought you into this world and I can knock you the fuck out of it, so try me if you want to. Now lay there until I’m done with your stupid ass!” He yelled.
He positioned himself over her and shoved his hardened shaft inside of her once untouched vaginal walls.
“OUCH, OUCH! DADDY NO!” She screamed louder and louder as her father’s body continued to thrust inside her, igniting more pain. To add insult to injury, he forcibly flipped her over and invaded her backside ferociously, pushing deeper, forcing her to bleed.
“No daddy! No more daddy!” Rain’s eyes cried from both discomfort and pain induced pleasure. She just wanted it all to be over and done with, so she closed her eyes imagining that it was all just a dream. Only when she re-opened them, there he was still stroking and poking her, and still the man who was supposed to be her hero.
All she could hear was him saying, “Relax baby girl, Daddy is almost done. This will be our special secret.” His last comment forced her to pass out while he climaxed, leaving her soiled and bloody on his bed. After Alvin noticed she was out cold from his unwanted penetration, he picked himself up and ran to the bathroom and quickly splashed some water on his jeans. Tossed some blankets and sheets over her body, and left out the door. Leaving her on his wife’s bed like nothing ever happened, returning to the streets with a beer in hand.
Four hours had passed……
Rain’s mother Janet walked into her overly cluttered apartment, from the Melrose Welfare Center, after picking up her latest Social Security check. She noticed her bathroom sink and floor was covered with blood stains. She thought nothing of it, as she proceeded towards her bedroom. She smelled the scent of her husband in the air, and pushed the door open. Hoping for some loving action. Scanning the covers, she saw a female’s body, and immediately pulled the covers off the bed. She saw the very same stains she came across in her bathroom on her daughter.
“YOU SLUTTY BITCH!” She screamed pulling Rain off her bed by her hair.
“YOU NASTY HOE!” She screamed again, slapping and punching Rain in the head. Rain had no fight in her to defend herself.
“Mommy, I didn’t do anything. Daddy raped me.” Her plea only brought another slap as she tried to pick herself up. Instantly knocked down by another right fist, this time her mother connected with her mouth.
“Stop lying to me, you nasty bitch. Your daddy isn’t nowhere around. You are always hoeing around, I should have aborted your ass!” Her mother screamed, resuming the hitting and shouting with no remorse.
She dropped Rain and headed towards her dresser to retrieve one of her hidden loose cigarettes. Leaning against her dresser, she noticed her vibrator on the floor sticking out from beneath her bed. “Why you always gotta touch my shit? You already stole my mama. Can a bitch keep her man to herself?” Janet rushed Rain and continued to beat on her.
“PLEASE MOMMY, NO MORE!” Rain screamed for compassion. Knowing her mother never displayed that with her, it was evident because when it came to her brothers or father, she was a lost thought to her mother. The more she begged, the heavier the hits became and the more she bled.
“STOP WITH ALL THE MOMMY BULLSHIT, FUCKING BITCH!” Janet screamed down at her daughter as she continued to beat and humiliate her child well into the living room. Just then Alvin walked inside the home with no concern, only smiles.
“What happened now baby? Did that bitch tell the caseworker another lie about how you don’t feed her?” He asked Janet as she wiped her bloody hands off on Rain’s body.
“Just beating your daughter’s ass because she wanna lie all the fucking time. She told me you raped her.” Janet was waiting for a reaction from him, only he didn’t give her one. She hated playing second fiddle to anyone, especially her daughter.
“What? Where would she come up with that lie? I just got in the damn house,” he exclaimed. Sure to safely play the field, knowing that Janet would side with him like she always did.
“You know I wouldn’t do anything like that, now don’t you baby?”
He walked over to Rain and began playing in her hair as her mother looked on. He pulled her face up and kissed her on the lips, testing the limits. He grabbed a hold of Rain’s hair and started dragging her like a trash bag, tossing her on to the kitchen floor. Her bottom lip hit the broiler end of the oven, chipping one of her teeth on impact.
“Hush little baby, daddy knows best and mommy does too.” His words shook her body as it shivered. Her mother smiled in the background as her father once again violated her body in disgust in the corner of the kitchen floor. Never once showing any sympathy.
Her attempt to run failed, leaving her to once again beg for his mercy. “No daddy, no! Please stop!” Rain cried, trying to break free as her mother watched on in approval. As the man she once knew who brought her into this world as a savior, made her succumb to fear.
“That’s not rape. That’s love bitch.” Her mother shouted immediately slapping her in the face as her dad continued to pound at her battered frame.
“Don’t worry, you are still daddy’s baby girl with benefits.” Alvin’s comments only made her tears fall vastly and her screaming had turned into painful anger. She forgave him once before at an earlier age, but she loved him beyond life itself, but seeing him this way made her just want to die altogether.
She couldn’t fight him off any longer because all the fight left her body. She instead, laid there on the dusty, sticky kitchen floor. Letting him have his way with her. Not knowing with each thrust, it took away a piece of her innocence. From that moment she entered into a world that no child should ever have to endure. Unbearable pain, where her body was nothing more than a man’s possession, and not God’s plan as her grandmother had emphasized to her so many times before her passing. Rain couldn’t’ move anymore because he had defeated her, and her mother, whom she never saw eye to eye with was the orchestrator. Just as she was the night ACS scooped up her younger siblings. She demanded that Alvin make her suffer by making her into a woman that night, or else she’d have him personally euthanized.
When Alvin released, he pulled out his motivation stick and nutted on her teen face.
“Keep lying on me little hoochie.” He smiled as he approached his woman and kissed her grinning lips. Leaving their 15 year old daughter on the kitchen floor, curled up and passed out.
As her body trembled and blood stains hugged around her bruises, Rain couldn’t help but be ashamed and feeling misused by both her parents. She didn’t understand why her mother was so evil towards her? Why she would allow her father to take advantage of her?
She tried to walk, but the pain in her legs and side of her hips had forced her to have to crawl to the bathroom, where she sat in the tub soaking. Wishing the day had never happened. Wishing that her mother would die and her father, love or not, never existed as her protector.
Soon after her blood bath, she re-entered her room and then closed her door. Not aware of the forthcoming events, she was torn to pieces. As she crawled her way into her bed, she cradled herself in a fetal position and cried silently. Unable to sleep because each time she closed her eyes she could hear footsteps on the outside of her room door. Only no one ever entered.
Each time she closed her eyes to sleep, there he was, slapping her around and alongside him stood her mother laughing and calling her names until she passed out. Alone in a bloody mess.
While she and Alvin laid beside one another inside of her bed, Janet leaned over onto her late mother’s once polished nightstand and grabbed her phone. She silently stepped out of her bedroom and into the bathroom.
Inside the bathroom, she wickedly dialed a set of numbers, collectively and cautiously. When she placed the phone to her right ear, she turned on the shower so neither Rain, nor Alvin could hear who she was speaking to on the other end. Then she pressed talk.
Her first and last response was, “Can you meet me up somewhere tomorrow because a bitch got a problem child that needs to get put on her ass permanently?”
The stranger’s only words were, “I got you sis.” Click!
Just like that their conversation was over. Janet turned the water off and flushed the toilet before quickly returning to the room.
When she hopped back into the bed, Alvin whispered “What took you so long?”
“I had the shits baby. Go back to sleep hun.” With a smile across her grill, she fell asleep in her man’s arms.