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Where do I begin with part 2 of this story Drama on top of Drama had seeped into my life and to be honest it had caught me off guard! I was peaceful and happy single but happy, then came Tara and soon followed Monica who brought enough Drama for a 10 year span. At first I thought can’t no grown woman be so miserable in her life that the only thing that she could think of was to bring chaos and confusion into others but as u soon found out it was very possible. Even after sending the bitch to a psych ward she somehow still managed to still disrupt our lives… we moved started our new life together but yet this dark cloud stood over us, I think my mistake was being anxious and disregarding that our new home should have been blessed to keep out the evilness that was slowly seeping in. Arguments were a constant, eyes rolling and soon followed by the name calling. Total disrespect something that I or my children were not accustomed to. It was easy to blame an outsider who really had .no idea of what was going on inside our home. I tried my best to shield my kids from it all and it was easy with the younger ones but Melissa had to be coaxed often to stay out of it. She was her momma’s daughter and was very protective of her family who could blame her but I had placed us into this mess and it was up to me to get us out of it! I suggested that Tara and I attend counseling I needed to find out where all this bitterness was coming from but as usual she resisted.

Life was funny when it came to love makes me think that only a few people in this world is capable of offering real true love, so I guess we take what we can get until we can do better; if better ever comes along. Sitting here thinking that this wasn’t the life that I had imagined for me or my kids…
Tara turned out to be a big disappointment I mean the sex was fine but the rest sucked, she was selfish to say the least and always whining about the kids did this or the kids did that. I disciplined my kids the best I could and never once have they disrespected an adult but if she was to tell the story she would probably refer to them as little devils. She was great with providing for us which had given us all a sense of security. I was still in love with her and her with me but we never figured out how to behave around the kids, she wanted affection when the kids were around I was not displaying that in front of my little ones. Melissa was old enough where her mind was already made up but I feared influencing the smaller ones. Maybe I was just paranoid because that bitch Monica was being released and though we moved miles away and Tara bought a home in a gated community I knew she would find away to get to us, hell at us. Tara was just in the wrong place at the right time, it was me Kayia that she really wanted. Shit I would beat that ass again anywhere but I knew it was going to be much worse this time around she had time to allow her anger to marinate and I know if I was in her shoes that revenge would be the first thing on my mind, well second my kids will always be first. I wasn't going to hide out or look over my shoulders I had already had my boys on that any and every one that I loved was being watched by them. I paid them well for their time and even enlisted an overnight security guard so they could rest and be ready for another day.