PROLOGUE

CHILDREN ARE SO VERY SPECIAL, THEY NEED TO BE TOLD THAT ALL THE TIME. DID YOU KNOW IF YOU SCAR A CHILD. THAT SCAR STAYS WITH THEM FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE? THE CHILDREN THAT ARE FORTUNATE ENOUGH NOT TO HAVE GONE THREW ABUSE IN LIFE RATES VERY FEW. THE MANY THAT ARE ABUSED IN ONE WAY ARE ANOTHER CARRY MANY BRUISES AND TEND TO LASH OUT IN DIFFERENT WAYS. MEN THAT USE TO BE LITTLE BOYS THAT HAVE BEEN ABUSE MOST OF THE TIME ABUSE THERE SPOUSE AND OR THEIR CHILDREN. WOMEN THAT ARE ABUSED SOMETIMES USE THEIR BODIES AS A SYMBOL FOR ACCEPTANCE.

THIS BOOK IS PURELY FICTIONAL AND ANY OF THE STORIES THAT MAY PERTAIN TO YOU IS ENTIRELY COINCIDENTAL. CHRISTINE IS THE LITTLE GIRL WHO’S EYES THIS BOOK IS WRITTEN THROUGH. SHE GREW UP AND BECAME A WOMAN WHO LEARNED SHE WAS NOT ALONE IN AN ABUSIVE WORLD. WHEN YOU’RE YOUNG, ITS HARD TO EXPRESS WHAT HAS HAPPEN TO YOU. FIRST THING IS, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT WAS EXACTLY WRONG, YOU JUST KNOW IT WASN'T RIGHT.

PARENTS NEED TO PAY CLOSE ATTENTION TO THEIR CHILDREN. A CHANGE IN DRASTIC ATTITUDE, HABITS, OR OVERAL DEMEANOR IS A KEY INDICATION THAT SOMETHING DEVISTATING MAY HAVE HAPPENED. CHRISTINE IN HER YOUNG LIFE WAS SCARED AND AFRAID, HER NOT UNDERSTANDING WHAT WAS WRONG OR WHY IT WAS HAPPENING TO HER LED HER LIFE INTO TURMOIL AND MANY BATTLES WITHIN HERSELF.

WHEN I BEGIN TO WRITE ABOUT THIS LITTLE GIRL THAT WE WILL CALL CHRISTINE, I HOPE TO TOUCH SOMEONES THAT HAS GONE THREW SIMILARE BATTLES IN THEIR LIFE BEFORE ITS TO LATE. CHRISTINE REALIZE SHE HAD TO GO THROUGH MANY HEALING PROCESSES BEFORE EVEN TALKING ABOUT THE MANY THINGS SHE WENT THROUGH. MEDITATION AND PRAYER IS WHAT HELPED HER START TO LEARN THE MANY THINGS SHE ONCE COULD NOT FIGURE OUT. THIS BOOK IS DEDICATED TO THE MANY MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED IN SOME WAY, SHAPE OR FORM. WOMEN AND MEN WHO HAVE LOST THEIR SPOUSE TO A SINFUL NATURE. MOTHERS AND FATHERS PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR CHILDREN. WOMEN, YOUR BODY IS A GIFT FROM GOD, NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF ABUSE YOU HAVE BEEN THROUGH, GOD CARES.

TO MY READERS, CHRISTINE FIGURED OUT AT THE END OF HER LIFE SHE WAS NEVER ALONE, SHE WAS HER OWN HERO. SEE HOW HER SINFUL NATURE TURNED TO THE FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT. CHRISTINE HAD MANY TRAILS AND TRIBULATIONS, SEE HOW GRACE AND MERCY STEPPED IN WITH THEIR LOVE AND CARRIED HER THROUGH HER HURT AND PAIN. COME SEE IF CHRISTINE LISTENED TO GRACE AND MERCY, WILL SHE CONTINUE HER SINFUL NATURE. EVERYONE HAVES A SINFUL NATURE AFTER READING THIS BOOK WILL YOU CONTINUE YOUR SINFUL NATURE?

WE ARE BORN IN THE FLESH. WE ARE GIVEN MANY CHOICES IN LIFE, TRAVEL DOWN THAT ROAD THAT CHRISTINE IS GOING TO GO DOWN, WILL SHE BE BORN AGAIN INTO THE SPIRIT? WILL HER SINFUL NATURE ALLOW HER TO REMAIN IN FLESH? WHAT HAPPEN TO CHRISTINE AS A YOUNG CHILD? DID IT HAPPEN TO YOU? BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY, IT HAPPENS TO MANY, EVEN THOUGH THIS BOOK IS FICTION, IT COULD HAVE HAPPENED. THERE ARE ANGLES ON THIS EARTH, THEY ARE SENT TO USE SINCE BIRTH.

THE THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO THIS LITTLE GIRL, WILL IT MAKE YOU WONDER, IS THIS WHY SOME OF US HAVE LOW SELF-ESTEEM OF OURSELVES? IS THIS WHY SOME PEOPLE ARE SO MEAN AND NEVER SMILE? A LITTLE GIRL WHO WAS NEVER TOLD SHE WAS LOVED, YET STARVING FOR LOVE, NOT KNOWING IF SHE EVER WAS GOOD ENOUGH, ALWAYS TRYING TO PLEASE EVERYONE. IF YOU ARE A MAN OR WOMAN THAT HAS TRAVELED DOWN A SIMILAR ROAD, PULL ASIDE AND CONTINUE TO READ THIS BOOK. TAKE THE NEXT EXIT AND SEE IF SHE GETS OUT OF THE SINFUL NATURE AND BEGAN TO EAT THE FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN IF YOU BEGIN TO EAT THE FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT? WHAT IS THE FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT? LOVE, PATIENTS, KINDNESS AND FAITH. GOD GIVES US CHOICES IN LIFE, ITS UP TO YOU TO STAY IN THE SINFUL NATURE, REMEMBER JUST LIKE A TWINKLE OF AN EYE GOD WILL PASS YOU BY. WHAT WILL YOU CHOOSE?