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No parent should ever have to write a eulogy for their child. Yet, in April 2012, that is exactly what I was doing. My vibrant, loving, vivacious, wonderul nine-year-old daughter was gone, and I was left with a broken heart as well as a husband and won who needed me, it seemed, to be whole.
What do you do after something like that?
"You should think about writing," a friend said.
And so I did. I gathered my characters around me and shared my sorrow with them. I had little to no faith in my story and even less in myself. That very story, though, helped me to survive the months following the loss of my daughter. I wasn't sure that I would ever send the story to an agent or publisher. I didn't believe in myself quite enough for that.
At the heart of things, it came down to this: I had to do what I could to honor my daughter. She was an amazing person, and her death tore a hole right through the center of my life. I couldn't let the pain win. I couldn't give up on living. I had to do something with my life that would have made my daughter smile with delight.
So I submitted that first novel to a publisher.
Here I am now. A couple of contracts later. I work each day to improve my craft, to get better at what I do, to give my readers the best of me, and to live my life in celebration of the goodness that has touched it.
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