Maybe I'm a sadist, maybe I'm a masochist. Maybe I'm just a sexually confused pervert that sucks the life out of herself on purpose. I might be a self mutilator and I might be an alcoholic, but I'm not your friend...And I'm not your enemy. ...And you'll never really know me. No matter how fucking close you think we are. No matter how many times you've drank with me, spoken to me, FUCKED me...You'll never fathom the emptiness inside of the body I am affected by. You don't REALLY know where I come from, where I've been, the places my mind perishes from and you'll definitely never truly comprehen more...