When your a child living in a world that makes no sence to you it's the want, and the need to find belonging. You want  to know who you are and that comes with a price that some times is to high to pay.  When I think about it, and I mean truly think about it my motivation and  passion for writing comes to me through the need to understand who I am, and  to find my belonging in this world that  makes no sence.