As I was growing up, I was an avid reader.   Unfortunately for me, I went from reading the "First Love" from Sillouette to the big fat romance novels.  I was unprepared for what was underneath those covers.  There was stuff in there that drew me in, in a not so good way.  Needless to say, I became addicted.  Lies were being told to my heart about relationships, romance, and love and I became very confused.