Some of us are given child abuse to deal with early in life, some of us deal with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and some of us must learn to cope with bipolar disorder in life. Some of us lose everything that was near and dear to us, seeing our family suffer for generations. Some of us have arthritis to deal with, some of us cancer. Some of us encounter all of these situations in one lifetime as I have. Having lost everything that ever meant anything to me, and seeing my family suffer; I lost hope that things could ever turn around, or get better. My life had no meani more...