the holidays are here again
for just a little while...
and in each corner of each face
there seems to be no smile
for when my darkness enters
into retail stores so fair,
the eyebrows raise as if alarm'd
"what is she doing here?"
the profile of the holidays
is one without much change,
there is no wrong to witness
yet my blackness still seems
"strange"
so as the holidays go by
and new year marches in,
pray profiles of my melanin
no longer spur chagrin
© 2007 cynth’ya lewis reed,
all rights reserv'd
Hear Allen Watty's song
"I wish that I were white"
On the flip side, here is a stunning anonymous piece called "The Black Prayer" that interestingly enough, came to my email TWICE when I'd deleted it after reading. (Gee ya' think God has email angels out there somewhere? Hope it blesses your knowledge of appreciating all people. We are all precious hues in "God's Grand Canyon of Creation." The white clouds, the red clay, the black earth, the brown mountains, the amber grain.)
The Black Prayer
(This is deep--
take your time)
Why Did You Make Me Black Lord
Lord .. Why did you make me black?
Why did you make someone
the world would hold back?
Black is the color of dirty clothes,
of grimy hands and feet...
Black is the color of darkness,
of tired beaten streets...
Why did you give me thick lips,
a broad nose and kinky hair?
Why did you create someone
who receives the hated stare?
Black is the color of the bruised eye
when someone gets hurt...
Black is the color of darkness,
black is the color of dirt.
Why is my bone structure so thick,
my hips and cheeks so high?
Why are my eyes brown,
and not the color of the sky?
Why do people think I'm useless?
How come I feel so used?
Why do people see my skin
and think I should be abused?
Lord, I just don't understand...
What is it about my skin?
Why is it some people want to hate me
and not know the person within?
Black is what people are "Labeled"
when others want to keep them away...
Black is the color of shadows cast...
Black is the end of the day.
Lord you know my own people mistreat me,
and you know this just ain't right...
They don't like my hair, they don't like my
skin, as they say I'm too dark or too light!
Lord, don't you think
it's time to make a change?
Why don't you redo creation
and make everyone the same?
God's Reply:
Why did I make you black? Why did I make you black?
I made you in the color of coal
from which beautiful diamonds are formed...
I made you in the color of oil,
the black gold which keeps people warm.
Your color is the same as the rich dark soil
that grows the food you need...
Your color is the same as the black stallion and
panther, Oh what majestic creatures indeed!
All colors of the heavenly rainbow
can be found throughout every nation...
When all these colors are blended,
you become my greatest creation!
Your hair is the texture of lamb's wool,
such a beautiful creature is he...
I am the shepherd who watches them,
I will ALWAYS watch over thee!
You are the color of the midnight sky,
I put star glitter in your eyes...
There's a beautiful smile hidden behind your pain...
That's why your cheeks are so high!
You are the color of dark clouds
from the hurricanes I create in September...
I made your lips so full and thick,
so when you kiss...they will remember!
Your stature is strong,
your bone structure thick to withstand the
burden of time...
The reflection you see in the mirror,
that image that looks back, that is MINE!
So get off your knees,
look in the mirror and tell me what you see?
I didn't make you in the image of darkness...
I made you in the image of ME!
Dec.1-2007 Blog on Allen's song
Be safe,
Karen
Love Tinka
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :(
God bless you. Kathy
Painful to read, because it exposes my own prejudices...not against black people, against brownskin people (Hispanic)...I get very annoyed when I see a group of them coming into a store, speaking Spanish...I would think I was better than that. NOT BETTER THAN THEM. An eye-opening write, sadly penned.
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.