October first was the anniversary of my Beloveds flight from this mortal realm.
I miss him so much.

No one understands,
No one seems to care
Just how much it hurts
Because you are not here

I cried so much today
And just the mention
Of your name
Brings back a flood
Of memories
of the days
Of you and me

I am sad because I
Have lost so much
Like the sound of your voice
The tenderness of your touch
Your scent on my pillow
All of these things
Are gone forever
Except the love
I have for you
It is one that will
Never die, never end
Because you were not only my husband
But my best friend

Life goes on, or so they say
So my love
For you, this day
I will not remember your last moments
But of all of those spent in between
The beginning and the end