I live in a world that I see it all.

Come from a home that most never want to see, my mother and stepfather were on drugs for years, it took for my brother to be killed for my stepfather to stop. Why is it that we have to lose something or someone to stop destroying their bodies? I told my mother years ago I would never could never be like her, Give up my first born to have and keep three others by your new husband, Felt so abandoned for so long hung on to that issue that I stopped talking to my mother for years,It took for my grandmother that raised me to past for me to finally let go of all the pain and tell my mother the truth.

Watching her for years kick both my grandmothers aside for a man made me make a promise to myself that I keep to this very day, Let nothing or no one come between me and my family.

My world was tough half my life spent with self-doubt, low self-esteem, always wondering if I was ever good enough, Pretty enough, or just palin old enough for anyone to love me without putting their hands on me, or raping me to feel more like a man, My world has seen alot in the 43yrs. that I've been on this earth but Im not nor will I ever be a victim. I am who God made me to be and proud of it, Just wanted to share a little bit of me in this short.