I guess as an adult I should be use to be alone for the holiday.

Been in a loving relationship for two and a half years now but he was a cop and a corrections officer so he worked all the time, cops dont get holidays off.

in those two and half years we have been apart more than we've been together due to his job, last year was the first year that we spent a holiday together and it was you guessed it New year's eve, but this year he wanted to try another line of work, getting his CDLS so he could drive a truck full-time so he could stop working to full-time jobs and spend more time with me and his family.

Well that's not going to well either he has been gone for 7 months now and hasn't be able to call me or text me for a month. so I'm spending New year's eve this year alone,freinds are all out with family, my family is busy doing their thing, so instead of watching the ball drop I'll be going to bed.

No need to stay up when I feel so alone right now to the point I dont want to be around my family( really not that close to my Mom) so it's best if I say my prayers and Ask God to help 2013 for me a better year, with great blesses to come!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!