This story is about when I was sexual assaulted. This is from my upcoming book titled "Me:Naked."
They drove up beside me They forced me in their car They told me they were taking me somewhere peaceful They drove for miles They showed me their gun They told me not to scream They told me they wouldn't hurt me if I did what I was told They drove down many long winding roads They made sure I didn't know where I was They pulled to the side of the road They put the car in park They opened their doors They got out of the car They got in the back seat with me They pulled out the gun again They told me to take off my pants They told me to take off my panties They told me to cooperate and everything would be fine They started to forcefully penetrate me They covered my mouth while they had their way with me They did this for what seemed like an eternity but was about 30 minutes They dropped me off where they found me when they were finished They drove off
I cried I screamed I asked why I went homeI took a shower I scrubbed and scrubbed until my skin was red and bloody I got in bed I stared at the ceiling I tried to erase what happened out of my mind
As time went by, my memories of the event grew faint I pushed it so far back in my head that I couldn't find it I realized that I didn't do anything to deserve being gang raped I wasn't throwing myself at anyone I wasn't dress provocativelyI wasn't drunk I wasn't looking for a good timeI wasn't anything
They violated me They made me feel dirty They made me feel cheap But they didn't break me
The experience made me aware of sexual assault crimes on women It made me realize that it could happen to anyone It made me more aware of my surroundings It made me a lot of things But it didn't break me They couldn't break me They will never ever break me.
I don't exactly know what to write... I am truly sorry for your pain. I am glad that they have not broken your spirit and I wish for peace in you life. God Bless!
