that no matter what you did to achieve it there was nothing on this earth that could get you to your goal?
And then, all of a sudden after years of trying, you ACCEPTED that life had a different plan for you, that the one you had envisaged for yourself was actually too limited, that you were DESTINED to do something out of the ordinary and it MADE SENSE at last! You finally discovered that you were not meant to be your JOB that no, you as a person had so much more to offer the world at large and so you WROTE about your life and made PEACE with your inner demons. You felt FULFILMENT for the first time in your life, and now as you saw that there was a higher purpose to your existance MAGICAL things began to happen. All at once you recieved gifts from the universe, a wonderful relationship with a loving partner, a longed for child , friends who loved you for who you were in a GENUINE way, you had everything you had ever wanted and it was truly MIRACULOUS.
The secret to life is to accept that you cant change everything all at once, reflect upon where you are going and where you would like to be, but if you keep getting blocked then reconsider your options. TRUST in the universe for it shall bring you all that you need in the perfect moment for you!
Love and light to all who read this. Never give up!
Whitefeather