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Recapitulation VI: A Quarterly Review of My Poetry
by +Steven Curtis Lance   
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Recent Poems, Group Six

HumanKIND

 

You are right for you: I am right for me

One side for me and another for you

Therefore let us agree to disagree

And save ourselves the trouble to argue

 

I look back over life and I can see

It never seems to help when people do

If others must then let them fight and fuss

But all ideas are free to everyone

 

We ourselves are satisfied to be us

Content still when all arguments have done

Their worst to divide and conquer us all

The truth remains that humankind is one

 

So let us lift each other when we fall

Since having disagreed we can agree

The truth remains that humankind is one

You are right for you: I am right for me

 

Though humankind seems to have lost its mind

Falling sadly short of its name

We humans--even now--can still be kind

And we two remain just the same

 

 

 

 

 

Making Homemade Poetry

 

When you make a thing yourself you care more

Than if you hire someone else to do it

 

For me making things is what I live for

To have an idea and get down to it

Enjoying the ride as much as the pride

Of doing it myself and showing you

On a rainy night snug and warm inside

Just what it really is all day I do

 

I enjoy making homemade poetry

 

I try to speak clearly and concisely

And I find it satisfying to be

Able to say a thing rather nicely

If occasionally in any case

In competition with no one but me

Doing it wearing a smile on my face

 

I know who I am and what I came for

When you make a thing yourself you care more

 

 

 

 

 

Sonnet at the Winter Solstice

 

This solstice is the return of the light

At which the sun stands still then to decide

That each succeeding day be made more bright

Although it takes until the other one

A moment at a time and day by day

The summer solstice greets winter's work done

And pauses then to turn the other way

 

The yin and the yang of the year elide

And I am reminded of you somehow

Written in my heart and the sky above

As both winter and summer solstice now

Become two eyes in the face of my love

 

Another year the sun has smiled its way

Two eyes in the face of my love dawn day

 

 

 

 

 

The Constancy of Change

 

Trained to inhibition

Brought up by repression

Drained to inanition

Brought down by depression

 

I have never understood life at all

But when I take a walk

Or when we have a talk

I find that I can rise just as I fall

 

And then no one can see

What the matter might be

 

With me

 

Brought down by depression

Drained to inanition

Brought up by repression

Trained to inhibition

 

I have never understood life at all

The constancy of change

Makes each turn blind and strange

And yet I rise however hard I fall

 

 

 

 

 

Embraced by the Moon

 

So crisp and crystalline this day has been

And now the sun hands over to the night

Such clarity as is but seldom seen

While the stars reveal blue diamond light

Out one by one through their blue velvet screen

 

The moon hangs ripe and heavy like a pearl

I only wish I could give it to you

Right here on your breast it would shine so bright

Worn cool round the neck of a pretty girl

 

But it follows you whatever you do

Sparkles in your eyes and haloes your hair

Your radiant shoulders bear witness too

Embraced by the moon my soul and the air

 

Some light some magic some December dew

And I remember how it feels to love

Within my heart again but as never

Before tonight for this is forever

Looking at you: as below so above

 

 

 

 

 

What She Meant After All

 

last things last

 

Excuse me for leaving such a mess

May those I have trespassed forgive me

May they remember the best of me

But may not my follies outlive me

 

Save my books and burn the rest of me

 

Better save all that music I wrote

I suppose as I think about it

Having poured myself into each note

Perhaps some choir could sing (or shout) it

 

Nothing exceeded quite like excess

Always "colorful" (if not frugal)

I was quite a character I guess

Just spare me the bagpipes and bugle

 

I recall how Grandma said "the less

Said the better" and now I can see

What she meant after all (and agree)

 

 

 

 

 

Soil and Sky

 

Small planet of a fading star

I know how it feels to be small

To feel like a fading star too

Or planet smaller than you are

 

You two and I know after all

That "might makes right" was never true

That greed is rotten at its root

And that the proud someday must fall

 

My world! My day! This right-sized earth

And sun which bring the field to fruit

Are synthesis of death and birth

 

I hear the singing duststorm call

When air and land go hand in hand

And wonder sadly vainly why

Men cannot live like soil and sky

 

 

 

 

 

Two by Two

 

How does it help the cause of another

To destroy me?

Having grown up as brother and brother

Can we not see

That when one hurts the other one hurts too?

 

You are one with me as I am with you

 

There will never be peace

I know

Until injustice cease

And so

Brokenness seems to go on forever

Even though nothing can ever sever

The bond of the blood of humanity

 

In pieces now we grieve

Yet secretly believe

That one hope remains for me as for you

Burning behind these clouds we see above

Rising in you as it rises in me

 

That the blood of humanity run true

Two hearts at a time two by two through love

 

 

 

 

 

Delighted to be Invited

 

As another good day ends

And a new good night begins

The lovers pass with a kiss

Sun and moon as tender friends

In this game anyone wins

Who gives the world half a chance

And the only game is this

 

The world has been good to me

Taught what I needed to know

(Usually the hard way)

And the possibility

Of life and how far we go

Would appear essentially

Left open for each to say

 

I am delighted

To be invited

To join in the dance

 

 

 

 

 

Of Higher Choice

 

We come we go

And all too fast

Before we know

Our time has passed

Unseemly haste

Drives on and on

Till life is waste

And we are gone

 

We come we go

But in the rush

Before we know

Forget the hush

 

Of higher choice

 

And all too fast

That inward voice

Of angels near

Is drowned and killed

 

Or is it we

Who fail to hear

And lose the light

Who once were free

But threw away

Our own birthright

To fully be

Ourselves today?

 

Unseemly haste

It seems somehow

Brings future past

And steals the now

As higher choice

Goes unchosen

Freedom frozen

Stifled and stilled

 

Unseemly haste

Drives on and on

Till life is waste

And we are gone

 

 

 

 

 

Christmas 2006: Absolute Aloneness

 

a sonnet

 

I am going to hide in my room this year

For Christmas as for my New Year's Eve birthday

Overwhelmed by anxiety filled with fear

I will wait it out until it goes away

 

I love the Christ of Christmas but for the rest

It is simply unbearable for me now

As I taste the worst remembering the best

It all seems a bitter mockery somehow

 

Strangers attempt to make it better but they

Cannot see that which is broken inside me

"My soul is weary of my life" as Job said

 

May Christ have mercy at his Nativity

On me as I excuse myself to my bed

And not to sleep there but to weep instead

 

 

 

 

 

War Sonnet

 

Blessed are the dead who feel no more pain

We were trusting and easily misled

Lied to we went chasing falsified goals

Along with thousands and daily more dead

By little antichrists who sold their souls

A long time ago but how could we know

Our leaders had been leading us astray?

 

We never would have enabled their lies

If we had known then what we know today

But now as you read this one of us dies

 

None with a pure heart ever dies in vain

Leaving our dreams behind us as we go

Now we will never be misled again

Blessed are the dead who feel no more pain

 

 

 

 

 

A Set of Three on Christmas Eve

 

One:

 

Good Day and Good Night

 

I have decided to tell everyone

That I am in bed with the flu today

Till Christmas passes and the year is done

I cannot bear it any other way

 

I would like to be a philanthropist

But have no money with which to endow

What I would like and am no optimist

I cannot afford to buy my books now

Nor coffee for Grandma's percolator

There will always be good work for later

If unfortunately not done by me

 

Everyone would be on my Christmas list

But all I have is all this poetry

So I will stay in bed all day and write

Hibernating to return with the sun

 

Till Christmas passes and the year is done

I wish everyone good day and good night

 

Two:

 

For My Father

 

My father you have so much blood on your hands

You made your living killing

And yet you would be the one who understands

If only you were willing

 

From you I learned that life is not fair

Kill or be killed death lives everywhere

 

You are old now as am I

 

Here on the battlefield man to man

Let us make peace as we die

If it is not too late if we can

If you are willing

 

After the killing

 

Three:

 

In the Dark

 

Christmas Eve turned out to be

Quiet and harmonious

My first thought had been to flee

But that proved erroneous

 

It turned out to be just fine

Not so bad at all for me

Through a twinkle a divine

Spark of love and synergy

 

Though my heart was bleak and stark

Christ was born there in the dark

 

 

 

 

 

This Mischief I Make in the Night

 

Why do my books have four more pages

In hardcover than in soft?

I would ask of bookmaking sages

Who soar much higher aloft

Than some lowly scrivener like me

Yet somehow it all turns out right

I just write the poetry

This mischief I make in the night

 

I wonder if those pages are those

Stout outer ones thick for the ages?

As long as the binder knows

What those four pages are for

I just hope somebody reads them

Takes good care of them and needs them

No matter how they might I need them more

Because they bear my fondest fantasy

 

Yet somehow it all turns out right

This mischief I make in the night

 

 

 

 

 

The Hopeful Heart Knows

 

a sonnet

 

The sun is soaring stronger

If only step by step but every day

The light is leaping longer

 

Winter is on the walk now making way

If only by a moment at a time

Impatient spring is pacing in the wings

 

The great wheel turns from sublime to sublime

To hasten the day when the robin sings

Again for those who waited in the dark

 

The landscape changes unmistakably

Each time I go outside and to the park

But spring cannot come soon enough for me

 

Sweet secrets lie buried under the snows

Wonders which only the hopeful heart knows

 

 

 

 

 

Through Bamboo

 

a sonnet for someone

 

I sing a song through a bone-flute of bamboo

As curling upward my voice like smoke rising

Emboldened sings about love and me and you

A song sung through bamboo can be surprising

 

Some people talk too much as they come and go

But you and I have talked enough now that we

Know each other so well we already know

Transcending what could be said we would just be

 

Tender feelings are projected on the clouds

By the pink-and-purple setting sun below

Beckoning us rise up there above the crowds

Of people who will never know what we do

 

Curling upward our voices like smoke rising

Our song sung through bamboo will be surprising

 

 

 

 

 

For Her

 

I remember when I saw her giving up

How it made me feel like giving up to see

After a lonely lifetime of living up

To high ideals some others misunderstood

Perfectly proper invisibility

And sacrificing self to the greater good

Thinking of self last but first of another

Armed with only kindness against cruelty

She did the best she could to be a mother

Did pretty well too and she did it for me

 

And after a whole lifetime of living up

To high ideals some others misunderstood

In that place of death I saw her giving up

Sacrificing herself to the greater good

 

For the joys which were not and the sorrows which were

I do the best I can and I do it for her

 

 

 

 

 

Ars Longa

 

a sonnet

 

Life-poets like my mother die young

Her life remaining as poetry

Mere mortals like me live on and on

Struggling somehow to get our song sung

Making a fuss and then we are gone

Losing our bet with mortality

 

I can race against time all I want

But my judgment is not up to me

If fate is kind one poem might haunt

Some odd book somewhere or two or three

But leave legacy to what other

People say long after I have died

And been led into light stupefied

An old man to meet my young mother

 

 

 

 

 

Birthday Contemplation

 

A life of fifty-two weeks another year

A deck of cards including the jokers too

I will contemplate truth and what makes it true

On this New Year's Eve as I count fifty-two

Years a deck of cards the game which keeps me here:

 

+ + +

 

To tell the truth come what may

That a true r world might be

I embrace the ones before

We came who went before us

To dance on a different day

I thank them that they tried for

And lived for as they died for

Life discovered and love shared

Love lived life loved intensely

As pure possibility

 

As the ones before prepared

Life is love which we can see

Love which we cannot still more

In which life and love agree

To embrace the ones who dared

Who by this grace restore us

To embrace the ones before

Who dared to come before us

And remember what they cared

For as possibility

 

Even through their darkest doubt

Even doubt as dark as now

It was worth caring about

And still is somewhere somehow

Ancient wings renewed shake free

Unfold new reality

I embrace the ones before

Who danced on a different day

Who died for what they lived for

To tell the truth come what may

 

 

 

 

 

Human After All?

 

I try not to care

But then: she is there!

And try as I might

Her humanity

Brings mine out in me

 

It simply feels right

 

So am I human after all?

At least I would be

In good company

 

This leap of faith ends not in fall

But in rising creative desire

A lifting to love while tried by fire

 

Because she is there

 

Always as now

Beckoning to me

I guess I will care

Reckoning that she

Will show me how

 

 

 

 

 

New Year's Resolution

 

for Franziska with love

 

I seek to purify myself this year

To do my uttermost in all I do

I seek to forget the feeling of fear

And to be unafraid of loving you

 

I seek to celebrate your beauty now

To know who my friends are that you are one

I know I want to be with you somehow

 

To enjoy this life and to have some fun

As much for as long as time will allow

To see how far I can go with my best

And do all I can before I am done

 

That you might be pleased and forgive the rest

 

I would like to find our place in the sun

To flourish strong and sturdy stubbornly

Staying in the light of the state of mind

Of struggling to be the best I can be

 

I look deep within my heart and I find

I want most for you to be proud of me

So I will do my best and start today

 

If you would like to be with me come on

And we can have a great time come what may

With what there is left until it is gone

Since nothing lasts forever anyway

 

 

 

 

 

The Stubbornness of Self-Sacrifice

 

I have struggled so stubbornly to stay

Because I simply have nowhere to go

They always told me it was mere delay

That I had to sell out and they should know

 

But I would not be moved not go away

Nor face the sad reality and so

I got my wish at the end of the day

And now I am a complete stranger here

In my own house gnawed by the rats of fear

Be careful what you wish for by the way

 

Although it is always up in the air

Although I can know no security

And in spite of what those wiser might say

I intend to keep my heritage where

My legacy can enjoy it someday

 

Someday they will say "that poet lived there

Even though it was impossible to

Endure what he chose to endure to be

A link in the chain of his family

He did just what he felt he had to do"

 

And so I live with strangers now but I

Will leave it to my children when I die

And if they should have more money than me

They can replace strangers with family

Forget about some old man and his pain

There will be children laughing here again

 

Although it is always up in the air

Although I can know no security

And in spite of what those wiser might say

I intend to keep my heritage where

My legacy can enjoy it someday

 

 

 

 

 

On a Blue Cloud of Dreams

 

If only I could sleep until I die

Soaring the sky on a blue cloud of dreams

Far beyond all this madness up so high

Where nothing matters anymore it seems

 

Let the other shoe drop for all I care

Excreted from the body politic

I want to feel the night-wind in my hair

Where war and folly no more make me sick

 

Since I fail to see waking hope for me

Except I sleep until I die and fly

Anywhere but here I have broken free

Broken by the earth to take to the sky

 

But do not wake me when it all ends please

If I cannot die at least let me sleep

If barred from the sky then let me sink deep

I want no more waking indignities

 

 

 

 

 

Curiosity and Me

 

I read encyclopedias all night

Consult the dictionary all day long

And while for me my style of life seems right

For those less curious it might be wrong

 

But my birthright is curiosity

I like to have a working theory why

Things are as they are here all around me

I was born a very curious guy

To a very curious family

And yet I do not know the answers to

The questions I wonder about all day

As you might and as many people do

 

For me the questions never go away

And if curiosity killed some cat

If I should die it would not be of that

For me not to wonder would be to die

 

 

 

 

 

And Two Stars: Free

 

Without knowing the secrets of the sun I see

That within its bright self it seems to smile

I have no doubt it is smiling at you and me

So come closer as we smile back awhile

 

It will have no doubt what we are smiling about

Everyone knows about the sun and fun

Even early this morning before it came out

I felt it dawn on me a new life had begun

 

Without seeing the secrets of the moon I know

That it is making magic silently

And I can see in the sky wherever I go

That palest of eyes there winking at me

 

But my favorite heavenly body is you

Just you yourself right there just as you are

So encouraged by what the sun and the moon do

And with their blessing I name you my star

 

Without knowing the secrets I only guess why

But if you are a star then I must be

And I would love to join you up there in the sky

Smiling sun... winking moon... and two stars: free

 

 

 

 

 

Pigs of the Sky!

 

A tornado blew seven pigs away

But only whirled them around in the air

Keeping them up there a night and a day

 

And when it got tired it put them back where

They had been found eating down on the ground

After their whirlwind ballet in the round

 

They had been busy and they were dizzy

Wondering how big they would have to be

Before they could no longer ride for free

 

Yet after awhile they forgot about

All their excitement and started to doubt

If they had really flown up in the sky

 

Until a pig-shaped pink puff cloud passed by...

 

And seven snouts pointed heavenward high

They were relieved shook fat heads and believed

Sharing their secret with porcine laughter

 

Pigs of the sky! Seven pigs of the air

Who are now best friends forever after

Recalling down here they once flew up there

 

When a pig-shaped pink puff cloud passes by...

 

 

 

 

 

Refraction

 

As beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Perfection is refracted by the judging eye

 

We wisen as we wizen smarter but older

Pursuing perfection albeit with a sigh

When it seems just right to me it might not to you

 

But see perfection each our way is what we do

Live briefly and imperfectly then soon we die

After a lifetime of looking for something true

 

And whether this is it or something more

As beauty is in the eye of the beholder

May we both find what we were looking for

 

Perfection as refracted by a judging eye

 

 

 

 

 

Secret

 

The secret he carried was wrapped with regret

And he was just not ready to share it yet

But said when he was I would be first to know

I could see that he was afraid to let go

Of something he feared might make him be loved less

And death interfered before he could confess

 

I think in his heart he knew I knew because

I had known all along what the secret was

We all knew and loved him more for it somehow

As much in solidarity then as now

 

Yet I still feel sad for him about

His living a lie he believed had to be

He was never able to come out

And because of this he never could be free

 

 

 

 

 

Infinitude

 

My cat comprehends how alone we are

And stays as close to me as any dog

Ever trotted alongside a master

Although no one is master of a cat

Nor he of me but love and that is that

 

I want to walk but have to take the car

Or he will follow me into the clog

Of cars where each is bigger and faster

Than the one before and then there are more

 

When I return he is watching for me

Between the lace curtains or possibly

There under my mother's funeral tree

If someone let him out so he could wait

For me to see I escaped disaster

Such as I had warned him about before

He marks the time and marks the time as late

 

And I go back to my room alone

To die when I die nor force the spring

With the best friend I have ever known

 

In an attitude of infinitude

Feeling the meaning of everything

 

 

 

 

 

Another Loser of the Human Race

 

From anxiety down through depression

Was a digression from society

Life took me on between my then and now

If anxious and depressed at least to be

Who I am what I dream and dare and must

At least try with a question on my face

 

We speak in unknown tongues nor understand

What we say but smile and try to adjust

As we build our Babel of the unknown

And when chaos calls and the tower falls

Because it was built of but wind and sand

Again and more each time we are alone

 

I wish I had someone to hold my hand

The ones who did once died and in their place

Left me a stranger lost in their strange land

Picking up pennies of hope as somehow

Though orphaned with an unreturned embrace

Of nothing yet I struggle and I stand

 

A stubborn son of Babel grasping grace

Another loser of the human race

 

 

 

 

 

Night Ravens

 

When one awakens then the day begins

Today my day began along with night

I slept through afternoon and woke at five

It was already dark as the world spins

 

But in my case a day of night felt right

Though sick all day here I am still alive

I missed the worst an innocent asleep

No day but night no heaven but no hell

 

My day was dark and now my night is deep

Yet dark and deep describe my feelings well

Drinking strong tea while hoping for the best

Now I will see what can be done with it

 

Let others have the day we have the rest

To play and puzzle where our pieces fit

The moon the stars and other nightly things

Like the magic when the night raven sings

 

For me

And you

I see

We two

Agree

 

We couple of night ravens you and me

 

 

 

 

 

Defiance

 

against one who has wronged me: for all those who have not

 

Shallower people from sunnier climes

Dismiss my poems as "nursery rhymes"

But I construct these puzzles anyway

Word-games which all are invited to play

 

When I was shallower and sunnier

Mocking old poets seemed much funnier

And yet the joke is on you (if you do)

As it was once on me

Because I know how to do (but do you?)

A few things you might never understand

As some reading agree

 

I will be around if you need a hand

And I am not offended

(Anymore)

What you started I ended

(At your door)

Poetry is my neighborhood my town

You will never shut me up nor shut me down

 

Now just one more time

(Although you cannot appreciate it)

A nursery rhyme

(And oh how you know you love to hate it!):

 

Poetry is my neighborhood my town

You will never shut me up nor shut me down

 

 

 

 

 

Lonely Eyes

 

The cherries of their cigarettes flared

Through the dark simultaneously

Too much in a hurry to be scared

I felt lonely eyes questioning me

Good kids in a bad place cold and bored

 

I was not what they waited to see

So in a puff of smoke was ignored

In favor of what the night prepared

To cook up out of the day's debris

They smiled as I smiled and turned to go

 

But it felt good to be understood

Wandering with cold wind in my hair

In my face as theirs and everywhere

Looking for something no longer there

Something I lost a long time ago

 

Might have mislaid it might have turned wrong

All of us look but none of us know

Where it has gone except far away

Trying to sing a forgotten song

Eyes of the night remember the day

 

Lonely eyes questioning all night long

 

 

 

 

 

As If This Were It

 

I leave it to you to figure out how

But what I would advise you urgently

Is live all you can and do it right now

 

As if this were it with nothing to come

 

That you taste hear smell touch all you can see

As much as mortality will allow

All the potential you have and then some

 

Since it would appear that this might well be

Our singular chance our once-given turn

Our one moment out of eternity

 

Although we never know we always learn

 

 

 

 

 

My Last Refuge

 

sacred to the memory of Mildred Naomi Eckart Graham

 

A very warm blanket embraces me

Each stitch by hand with love each one by one

A souvenir of death and destiny

My Grandma crocheted until it was done

A deep design of love drawn patiently

 

And even though she is gone I have this

Living proof of her love a hug a kiss

If sadly in the lonely cold of night

Which though so dark still holds one point of light

The way this blanket embraces me now

 

I wanted to go with her but could not

Where saints in heaven no more sorrow see

But left behind to muddle through somehow

With no more to lose and cornered I fight

Take everything but this no matter what

 

Leave me with this one scrap of self-respect

Left here for me by one of the elect

To enshroud my broken remains and be

My last refuge in this bitter twilight

Of ruin and loss and indignity

 

As strangers disrespect the memory

Of someone who cared and still cares for me

 

 

 

 

 

The Diet of Worms

 

I used to sweep the floor at the barber shop

And then sell the hair to Mr. Atherton

Packed by the lug box for a quarter a pop

Who fed it to his worms until he was gone

 

I had not known worms ate human hair before

But Mr. Atherton assured me they did

And that they would go on to eat a lot more

 

It was a pretty good living for a kid

 

Although when I agreed to the position

I only thought of life with lots of money

Not of the riddle of decomposition

 

Yet in an ending both tragic and funny

And in any case awe-inspiringly weird

The worms I fed consumed Mr. Atherton

A very strange outcome not thought so not feared

 

Feeding him to his worms until he was gone

Just as he wished I became a magician

And I learned his secrets all at once one day

 

Mortality is only a worm away

 

 

 

 

 

Franziska and Me and World War III

 

Franziska at the fall of empire now

As chickens with their heads cut off run blind

Let us embrace while the fire will allow

Baby and maybe go out of our mind

 

It seems so much the thing to do these days

Flamed-out follies falling down to always

As they do make me wonder if we two

Should fall in and fall out to always too

 

But whatever whoever else we do

If this is our turn to go down the drain

Then I want to go down the drain with you

As the world shoots-up for world war again

 

We could snuggle in to give peace a chance

Smuggled in by Franziska and by Lance

Unwilling world-warriors not sitting still

To take it as we take over the place

 

Although apocalypses make some ill

We both have a certain redeeming grace

Which seems to manifest at times like these

Tinny tawdry total catastrophes

 

If this is the end of it all then I

Think we might better hurry up and be

Doing and being our best as we die

Rested and ready for the revelry

 

Of the world turning itself inside out

(And we can share my little stash of doubt)

 

 

 

 

 

Brazil Nuts Over the BBC

 

The BBC burbled Brazil nuts all night

Or at least bantered them at some length it seemed

And how for the EU they must be just right

"Four parts per billion of..." something... as I dreamed

 

And along with Brazil nuts I dreamed of you

 

Since Brazil nuts are something we might enjoy

I would like to share a Brazil nut or two

With you in the EU before they destroy

Those nuts not approved and sent back to Brazil

 

We might have to get them from Bolivia

Given what I learned tonight we might but still

Somehow I know more than I do through that voice

Of authority by BBC my choice

 

Which left unattended chirps on through the night

Like the busiest bird in Britannia

From across the sea while the nuts at the store

Are shut up tight with no Brazilians in sight

 

First thing in the morning I will go explore

Dreaming of you in the EU far away

If we find Brazil nuts eat some then some more

If they come from Bolivia that's OK

 

We dream of the jungle through the cold grey light

Of our northern dawning of our winter's day

 

 

 

 

 

Street Sonnet

 

Is that blood on the street? You bet it is

What did you think? Some Hollywood effect?

This is where someone determined that his

Money was worth less than his self-respect

 

The roughest of the rough trade is the truth

That people will die in gutters tonight

The beginning of the ending of youth

The dawning of the distance of the light

 

However far from home a candle here

Burns in my window until you return

I promise you no matter what you fear

The main thing we are here for is to learn

 

The beginning of the ending of youth

The roughest of the rough trade is the truth

 

 

 

 

 

Living the Good Life Badly

 

The only thing I can bring

To leave behind more or less

Is nothingness of something

Like something of nothingness

At last I find my question

Is not answered yet I guess

 

Commandment or suggestion

Of some faith I should confess

Is answer now no longer

But forgive me: I digress

 

The time wheel is turning on

To the flarings of the sun

With the ghostly moon and drawn

Automatic once begun

 

Living the good life badly

The wheel is turning madly

 

 

 

 

 

My Hiding Place

 

From the tumult and the trauma

The dysfunctionality

Of the daily psychodrama

In propinquity to me

On the other side of the wall

Round the corner down the hall

 

I escape into poetry

 

The only place where I can go

Where reason understands I know

How lonely it is to be me

To tame the chaos of the time

By counted syllable and rhyme

To seek a spark by which to see

 

And though it seems impossible I know

At least I have this one saving grace

As angry voices fall to rise again

Since all they have in common is their pain

Through chaos I see cosmos and I go

Through loneliness to weep away the stain

 

Into poetry: my hiding place

 

 

 

 

 

Sinus Sonnet: An Independent Nose

 

Deeply determined it has to be free

My nose confronts me with a loss of face

It misbehaves and embarrasses me

Sneezing then running all over the place

Making up its mind independently

 

Attached as we are I have to give chase

Persuade it to perch with the dignity

Of gentle hypo-allergenic grace

Pointing out the path of civility

But carrying a hanky just in case

 

Out where the starry-eyed winter wind blows

In where the kind furnace makes my cat purr

Some things stay as true as they always were

Some of us sport an independent nose

 

 

 

 

 

The Plaza in Orange California

 

the hub of my small universe

 

I sit beside where flocks of sheep once drank

Where ladies planted flowers long ago

And tended stubby palm trees now so tall

 

My mother pushed my pram here and I thank

The stubborn who had sense enough to know

Our Plaza really is the best of us

 

The homeless sleep here next to me and I

Can think of no splashier ending than

To dive into the fountain if I can

If it gets warm enough before I die

This is where we say goodbye to it all

This is the place for all the rest of us

 

I remember life and brush back a tear

Would it be better if I just forgot?

The Sterling Silver rose still blooms right here

Just as I wrote of it so long ago

I did not expect to be understood

Yet I was and it blooms inside of me

 

I lost it all then got it back again

Right here in this place through lines scratched in pain

Like cuts in the thickening hide of me

 

But if you read my books I think you could

Get some idea of who I am and why

I linger here these years no matter what

 

Would it be better if I just forgot?

 

+Steven Curtis Lance

 

 

 

Copyright MMVII


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Reviewed on April 23, 2008
Good Morning Steven,

"You are right for you: I am right for me

One side for me and another for you

Therefore let us agree to disagree

And save ourselves the trouble to argue

I look back over life and I can see

It never seems to help when people do

If others must then let them fight and fuss

But all ideas are free to everyone"



I quote This Because It Is Imperative for all to know (Those Who Don't) it is perfect in a gift of poetry's Wisdom as you express very well these important factors-life is to short.
Embraced ~ Embrassé
Victoria L. McColley

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