Ticket A: Live completely and fully with emotinal chaos-experience the world of polar opposites (polarity-duality), taking part in struggle, conflict and separation, sometimes balanced with compassion and love

Ticket B: Live within polarity seeking the comfort within yourself-feeling personally comfortable on the emotional level

Ticket C: Live within polarity seeking comfort for yourself and family on the emotional level

Ticket M- Resolving polarity, on the mental level. Here to seek the integration of shadow aspects within yourself on the intellectual level only. Finding emotional connection to yourself, family, community and globally that is primarily intellectually driven. One can have a heart connection with yourself, family and community. The global connection is always intellectual.

Ticket H: Resloving polarity on the heart/feeling connection. Inner seeking is finding that place of harmony for yourself, your relationship with family, community and globally. Moving from a separtion perspective to wholeness perspective through non-attachment, living in neutral space (or center space) where our light and shadow (dark) aspects become full integrated. Neutral space holds zero charge, both light and dark hold charges and identifications.

There are five tickets that are available for all of us. We make that soul 's choice as we enter the world. Is any one ticket more valuable than another? No, only what we obtain from Earth's journey becomes valuable and I say, " Let's take full advantage." I feel it's important to understand that there are different tickets, different choices so we don't get caught on causing separation out of our choice. We can take the responsibility to each other to bring forth awareness and truth in relationships so our soul has the opportunity for a different choice.

Ticket H provides the opportunity to lose our attachments, our destiny. I feel this is a wonderful time to convey an experience that I had late at night. I've been reading the beautiful poet Hafiz that was given to me by a friend. He loved God and Creation and saw thier relationship as a dance and lovers. One night I went to bed and around three in the morning a kiss happened on my right cheek and moved across my face. I thought it was my cat Wolfie sleeping next to me. I  completely woke up and it happened again. I asked who the kiss came from. "I'm Creation and we are lovers." I stop took a breath and asked myself if I was concerned about something, was emotionally uncomfortable, felt lacking to see if it was my own voice. No, I'm content in my life. The voice and kiss came again, stating I'm Creation, we are lovers. How do we stay lovers I asked? "We can stay lovers by you losing your attachments and once that happens we stay lovers and then we are no longer lovers, we just are. Wonderful, and that is why truly living with heart, which is living within truth in every aspect of our life allows us opportunity to let go of our ego, unbalanced emotional patterns so we can join Creation, which is expansive.

I became aware of the different ticket choice after years of working with individuals to help them resolve and physcially move emotional energy  patterns which were unbalanced. What I realized is that individuals are seeking different comfort levels and not always on the global level. Is that right or wrong? I don't feel so but I will continue to bring forth a different awareness. Not a value judgment but awareness out of the love for Creation and our  potential as human beings.

These are critically changing times and many feel we are moving to a greater Consciousness. I feel, it's truly up for grabs. My personal debate is always about the individual evolutionaly journey compared with the global journey. So maybe Earth's Consciousness will not change because people take different tickets.

I have read, been involved with groups and spoke with many wise individuals and found that our global consciousness does not change with resolve only happening on the mental level. We think it, so it must be. Resolution on the heart level takes the willingness to be temporarily uncomfortable on the emotional level. To transform on the heart level is to break attachments to who and what we think we are, even the intellectual and survivor identification. It takes the willingness to  dig deep to break all those patterns that we all hold, even on the economic level. It can not take place only on the intellectual level but must be incorporated into every aspects of our life with heart and compassion. That is the place where consciousness changes for the benefit of all. I feel we have such a great opportunity for ourselves and future generation to bring forth that Ticket H. Resolving polarity here one Earth, I feel will allow our soul to take flight beyond polarity.

I just read the intentions of a group of individuals who hope to bring forth a process for evolutionary enlightenment. The only reason I'm mentioning this, is  because we have linear thinking (same thought pattern passed down from generation to generation) about struggle-pain. I quote "There is no growth without pain and imbalance..." A little further down the page was their quote for the commitment to social activism "Significant time, effort, resources and life energy to challenging injustice and healing, suffering in every possible way." I've read and heard this many times that suffering is necessary to bring forth growth. Then why bring about change or efforts to eliminate injustice, etc. Earth in the state of polarity is perfect and Consciousness does not need to evolve. How can it with that thought process.

Awareness to each other, how to do life differently, living with potential instead of struggle is the greatest gift we can give ourselves and humanity.