For a friends return

I now wonder do you think of me or why honestly do I constantly think of you.

I wonder what is happening or why did this happen.

I wonder will our paths ever cross again.

I wonder why did we stumble upon each other in the first place.

I often wonder now do people meet by chance or just perhaps fate.

I Wonder was it just coincidence that we appeared to have much in common.

I wonder how you are and if you feel the same towards me.

I wonder why I suddenly hurt without your presence.

Of course I wonder if you think I am completely insane, as this seems insane and bizarre.

However, I have sure wondered why you suddenly appeared and I was totally drawn in magically.

Furthermore, I now wonder does destiny and by some strange twist of fate happen in life.

I wonder late at night if you have ever dreamed of me since coming along unexpectedly.

I wonder will I ever find the answers to these unbelievable questions.

I wonder most of all will my friend ever come back and break their silence.

Since this has bothered me most and I wonder did they not hear my plea for forgiveness.

I wonder was every apology just ignored and how long will I be lost among the crowd.

I wonder will my sadness suddenly turn into smiles one day as they might say hey.

More then that I wonder were they truly my friend as I hoped and lord knew I sure would have liked to have a friend as them.

Above all could sure use a friend as them as they show such bravery and courage like no other.


Now deep inside as a difficult day may arise I remember these last words spoken before the sound of silence.

Pull yourself together!

I wonder how do you honestly say I want that friend back or wonder what will it take or what can I do except let them read between the lines how very sorry I am to have lost the friendship that was truly my fault.

Therefore, as another day has passed and the silence remains.

Sadly I will toss and turn restless all night as visions come to mind.

I glance towards the window and notice a falling star as I make another nightly wish for the return of a friend.


Then wonder will tomorrow be the surprising day or just another disappointing day as every other since a friend went away.