life is all around us and the people we incounter in it is the people we will see down the road one day, and finding that special someone is harding then we make of it.

Life? sometimes i ask myself why is lifen so freaky hard, i mean, does it suppose to go this way, do i suppose to feel a different way then i do. If someone will ask me "what is your purpose dor living" or "what is the meaning of life why is we here" i will normally say to Honor and Glorfify God and praise His name, but sometimes i (yes even I) lsoe faith and stuff and think negative stuff and don't think God is the only reason why we're, also i believe we're here not only to do that but to reproduce, and have a wife, some kids, and get old, that's basically what's life ending up to be really, but its hard to do that when you can  not find the right girl for you, a chick who loves you for you and not for you charming looking or you faith but because your sweet and etc. and after watching this movie called Beastly it really go to me when ever i see cute chicks now with ugly dude i know say "ohhh he must be a awesome and sweet guy that why she's with him" I honestly hope i find chick to love me for me and not my looks but look at my kindness and i hope she comes really fast, but it indescribly hard to find one like that nowadays, i wish i had ONE wish, and then my and everyone's elses lifes will be sooo much easier.............Sometimes i wish i can just be by myself with no one around me and with no worries or no problems and just me with my bible and a glass of Pepsi..