Heartache one of the emotions that is the hardest to understand, sometimes the grieve is so deep that we lose control of everything and that is the time we need people to support and understand us....

If there are any heavens my child will have one piece that's the most beautiful. It will not be a pansy heaven nor a fragile heaven of lilies-of-the-valley but it will be a heaven of blackred roses that means everlasting love in their garden, to live on for ever where they are, That someone special will be like a rose Yet taller than a rose standing near me Even in silent) with eyes which are really as beautifull as the petals and see nothing but you lonely and broken heart really for which your a flower and not a face with hands which whisper This is my beloved my precious sunlight that was my life This grief for someone will never go away but the thought of picking a special extra ordinary a beautifull place to have as their one is the best thing we know for being at a better place and won't ever feel this kind of pain They will bow, & the whole garden will bow beside them for all to see) How they became perfect Angels lighting up the skies with their love Waving to show us they haven't forgotten us and watching us no matter how far they are from us! Losing someone special is never easy, u can never blame yourself as its no ones fault they just had a more higher calling than to waist their time on earth never fullfilling what they needed to do, this pain never goes away and the thoughts will neither but even if you do try remmember that's how they live on forever in our lives