ungenuine.  Words can't always express gratitude or

the depths of despair.  I only know that I wish to let my

words express my true self.  I don't want anything

from anyone. I just want to be myself and accepted as such.

So much of what I write is of the past.  I want to try something

different and write about now.  Now is where I am at.

No words can express the lessons I have learned in the past

year.  How people can disappoint you, how your own behavior

can embarass you, or how you gain wisdom from your pain

or happiness.  I am the one who chooses the path that I follow

each day. I am the one whose heart beats for joy at silly things

and cries at sentimental times. Mine is the heart that breaks

when misunderstood or silenced.  I only know that we are

all human, we live and breath and love.  If we find some joy

and happiness in this life of ours, that is something

good to be cherished.

No words can express what is in my heart this moment.  Wisdom,

strength, love, expressing themselves in many ways throughout

my day.  I embrace my new attitude and let go of any blame

or sadness.  I have much forgiveness in my heart for all of my

friends.  There is nothing that can't be forgiven.  I am grateful for

the pain and suffering for the simple reason it made me wise

in my heart. Knowing what I know now, I can move forward in

life, not imprisoned in some dream world of false hope and illusions.

I am free to be myself and I like who I am today. I stand proudly

and joyfully in my own reflection.

No words can express how happy I am this moment.

In my self esteem!

My words are my heart and my heart loves.