Some new memories have come to light...

I just remember little bits of being sexually abused by Margie Dennings husband. His name was Spence. Margie had two children who were in High School when Julie and I, my sister, were at their house as a three and four year old I as three. Mom left us there while she tried to go back to school and get her Master’s Degree in Psychology. She did not follow thru with it, however. Mom had instead thoughts of Law School and she became an Official Lawyer in January 2003. I am proud of her!

There is one time that I went into Margie’s sons room. His name was Dennis and he fondled me. Remembering this, as I was only three, I shoved it out-of-my mind until I have turned thirty-six and a half years.  I wonder how long it went on? It is becoming clearer. I really was innocent until age of three. I am sad now. I do not think my sister, Julie, remembers anything happening at Margie’s house. We were both physically abused by spankings at Margie’s house  when she, Margie, would not be aware that Spence had us cornered.

I make many pictures of myself with colors. I have a really close friend who reads what the colors say. I think I need to go draw some more.

Written by Rebecca (Becca) Lang on February 17, 2007 at 8:09pm CST.
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