The most annoying factor I came across in my quest to find out the truth was constantly being reassured that a correct diagnosis had been made. After seeing specialists ranging from an ophthalmologist to a chiropractor—my patience was beginning to run out. Being given false hope many times over I became disillusioned with the medical profession.

Visiting my doctor once again I asked, “John, is this mystery condition something I’m going to have to learn to live with, or do I have any other options?” Looking puzzled; he said, “Ross, my advice is to see a psychiatrist––I have a name of one who works nearby.” As a young man I had the misconception that there was a stigma attached to people who found it necessary to see a psychiatrist. However, believing I had no other choice I said, “Okay John; I’ll go.”

Time passed quickly and the day to see the psychiatrist arrived, I was greeted by a very happy and smiling lady who was running her practice from home. I found our first meeting quite bizarre. As she was as asking me questions, she also had a tissue draped from her nose in an attempt to disguise that she was eating a salad sandwich! A serious element of doubt into the credibility of this psychiatrist was at the forefront of my mind. Within thirty minutes I had been assessed and the sandwich eaten. I was taken into the dining room where she quickly began writing out prescriptions. Curious I asked, “Could you please tell me why I have these unusual sensations followed by headaches?”

     “The medication will help you!”

     “Is there a medical name for what I have?” In a harsh tone she said, “Listen, just take the medication you will feel better!” I was given a handful of prescriptions for a variety of antidepressant medications. “You must pay me now, and then you can see me again for a group therapy session,” she said frowning. After paying, I left feeling in a quandary mulling over the peculiar meeting—I certainly had doubts on visiting again.

My still unknown condition was soon about to reveal itself…

Thank you for taking the time to read: Searching For a Diagnosis

Stay well and happy, Stuart