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ayup 11/19/2006 12:33:09 PM
the heart is a strange thing, it feels things that you don't wish to feel, it makes you think about things that you know you shouldn't. if you search deep within you know that what you are thinking and feeling could only lead to a rupture , yet you can't help it
these things can lead to making you feel ill whenever you allow your mind to wander, yet you still do it , why?
are you intent on allowing our heart to bleed a little - is this healthy?
we can analyse all this shit over and over, come to the same agreement but still feel like a little puppy ...roll over only to be kicked
it sucks to be , I don't want to be, I am not going there
what a load of shit , I cannot , will not, never allow myself to feel
I want to feel safe and only it is only I who can do that , no one else can
