I have just (2 minutes ago) sent the manuscript of Full Circle off to my Editor Hannemarie van Maanen.
I am trembling somewhat, almost to the point of tears. It is time to let go.
It is time to let go of everything. Time to let go of 4 years of writing this story. During which I have cried, remembered and laughed at the memories that flooded my mind. I have used this story (all three parts) to deal with the grief of loosing somebody I loved more than words can describe. I have used this story to deal with the grief of coming out of a highly restrictive, fundamantalistic and fanatical religion. I have come to realize how it has damaged my soul, and how I need to always remember how far I have come. Maybe this story will bring a little understanding to it's readers. I am hoping it will.
As for me, I too have come full circle. I have accepted and embraced my life, my past, and my future. I will never again mention the way that he was taken from this life. I will never again ask why. I have let go of the anger, and most of the sadness over his passing. I will remember him with a smile and with a deep gratitude for the impact he has had on me. I am grateful for all the people who have shared part of the journey of life with me. Everything and every person up to today has contributed to the person I am right this moment.
I wrote this novel several years ago, I self published and never had it to sell. I have decided to rewrite it and hope to get it published within a few months for people to be able to buy. I had a few copies and gave them to a few family members and
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