Even if you do not, read CROSSROADS. Princeton spent over a decade evaluating all aspects of psychic phenomena. There must have been a very good reason. Of course, there was. The USSR was doing the same research.

Crossroads will take you into that dark world of applied Mind-Control and espionage. It will give you the taste of this underworld of conflict between the super powers, all vying for the control over the first invisible, untouchable, non destructive weapon. The first country to own it, will control the World.