Wanting to be happy, wanting to be glad, but what I have learned that is good, living does not mean you have to be sad. Wanting to be happy, wanting to be glad, wanting to be good, does not mean you have to stay sad.
As I drive on the road of rain and sorrow, life has processed beyond tomorrow. I feel so sad and yet I am glad that I have lived today and will live tomorrow. Life has been what I have made it, sad and happy, but I am still here. I have found the road very tiring, sometimes sad, and sometimes happy. I am now on my second month of not living a normal life. Sleeping on a couch feeling sad and depressed at the same time sensing sorrow deep from within. It is hard to express how life has turned and now to be without your loved one.