The old dress I wore becoming lost in time

Colors once vivid, bold losing brilliant hues

Feelings, smells, sensations lost in a mud hole

My mind trying to grasp on to euphoric reminiscences

Spiraling dimension of mind brings solace and joy

Grabbing on to chains that once held

There was a time when love was exuberate

Orgasms comforted by tears

It was all so primitive comforting my mind

Then bubbles burst brusquely

Did not know the whys

Sitting in a quiet corner brings reasons

At first the water is calm

Oceans start to swell

There are huge waves that crash

The reason thrown at my feet

I was given beauty

I was given it all

If not for a short occasion

Love was felt as thunderous wild horses

Whys ascend to surface

My special love remains until the end of time

Locked away in my chamber

Deep within

I remain eternally grateful