The lost of my son
through suicide.
The overwhelming
grief that never
goes away..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I went for a walk
the other night,
trying to sort out
some of my pain.

I did not notice
anyone in sight,
nor did i even
notice the rain.


My heart is filled
with so much grief,
Longing to hold you
just one more time.

From the weight in my
heart, i get no relief.
God, how i miss the
child of mine.

How could you leave
me alone to cry?
just feeling like
i could die.

You have no idea
just how painfully
you have shattered
my heart.

What made you decide
that you wanted to die?
Now all alone i sit,
feeling so torn apart.

I shall alway's love you,
my dear sweet son.
The grief in my heart,
shall alway's remain.
I shall never forget you,
for it cannot be done.

So until the day that
we're together again,
Deeply my heart,
shall be consumed with pain.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Trixie Love
~~~~~~~~~~~~~