True Love.

True Love has no laws, it makes no demands, it keeps no record of wrongs, it requires no sacrifice. It is itself a sacrifice, a stripping away of the ego along with all of it’s fears and insecurities. It tells no lies. It always sings the truth in its song. Only Love will set us Free…nothing in between you and me. Love is forever. It needs nothing. It stands, naked and vulnerable, real beyond any need to justify itself or prove its authenticity. It stands alone, without judgement, without conditions,

Walk Alone.

To truly love another, I must first Love myself. We all learn to walk holding the hand of another but, every man must learn to walk alone…Only when he has learned to walk alone can he walk hand in hand with another. Every man must master the art of solitude.

Immortal Bond

I met a man the other day that believed in a bond that was stronger than death…A true goddess worshipper…he wore a flying death skull around his neck and on his finger…a symbol of mortality…
Does Love ever die? Does anything have the power to transcend the cycles of birth and death? Perhaps nothing really ever dies…just transcends its essence into another form. Shape shifting…Rejuvenation. The sea is constantly renewing itself, transending into a vapor and ascending to the sun, creating a new entity entirely and returning to the void and back again and again and again.
The water boy blesses the water as he dips his jar into the sea, praising the sun. He wears a flying death skull around his neck and on his finger. He believes in a bond that is stronger than death.
Love never dies.

Deny Not Love.

I believe that what is between us is real. Love. In this world of illusions it is hard to believe in something real. Shadows of doubt and fear cloud my perceptions when my desire is at its peak. Desire and suffering go hand in hand. Suffering is a product of fear. Fear that my faith is in vain.
If we are strong enough to brush these illusions aside we will ecperience something that is overwhelmingly good and pure and true . Love.
We are one. When we recognise this unity, coming together as one, forsaking all illusions of seperation; a power that is bigger than us will be unleashed. Love.
Deny not Love. Denial of Love is a denial of self.

I want to fall in Love

I want to fall in Love…to escape the vortex of my self-imposed separation… spiraling downward past the underworlds…thru the never ending levels of hell…to break the fetters of apathy and fear…plunging with reckless abandon into the depths of the universal soul…knowing that even if I’m stabbed in the back or in the heart a million times it cannot compare with the numb pangs of my empty heart beating in my hollow chest echoing my desperate cries of isolation.

I Trusted You…

I gave you my heart and watched you walk away in the dark…I want to touch you. I feel so alone, I’ve got my ear to the phone, and i’m calling out your name…can you hear me? can you hear me calling out your name? You walked away from me, cradling my heart in your hands. I see you…thru the panes of the windows of my soul and I just want to reach out and touch you. So I stand, with my face pressed to the glass and I call out your name. Can you hear me? I feel so all alone, a dark gypsy without a home, can you hear me calling out your name?

Something To Believe In.

I Ain’t Your Monkey On A String.

Beautiful Girl

Beautiful girl never heard the word no. she struts down the sidewalk like she’s in a fashion show. She gets what she wants with the bat of her eye they all fall in line and no one asks why. Beautiful girl, with a heart full of gold her soul hide a story that never been told, no one can look deeper than those pretty brown eyes, behind those windows to her soul the shades are pulled tight. I knock on the door but she doesn’t let me in, beauty’s only skin deep but hers radiates from within. Beautiful girl, such a mystery to me. Her beauty goes deeper than the eye can see. Beautiful girl, will you let me in? Beneath flesh and bone her beauty lies within.

Crazy

She’s crazy, crazy, crazy about me. I gotta wonder…what does she see? Sometimes I don’t feel like half the man I used to be but she’s so crazy, crazy, crazy about me. When I’m with her all I know is that I love her so. I’m so crazy, crazy, crazy about this girl. When I’m feeling down all I gotta do is think about her. When my smiles’ upside down she just turns it around. she’s so crazy, crazy, crazy about me. When I’m with her I feel free, she makes me the man I ought to be. I’m so crazy, crazy, crazy about this girl.

Speechless Angel Eyes

Speechless angel eyes pleading, prying deep into my soul. She walks away into the night pausing to look back at me as I gaze longingly back at her. Space between mere distance, space between worlds away. I stand as she walks away reaching out to hold her, embrace her, grasping to embrace…nothing…I close my eyes as she disappears into the fog, and see hers in my mind’s eye pleading, prying, bleeding deep into my soul. Angel eyes they see me, angel eyes they need me, speechless gaze washing over me strips away my apathy…once again I feel, once again I breathe, once again I see…Through angel eyes.

I Look Into Your Eyes.

Secret of Your Soul

When I look into your eyes so wild and free, mystical, angelic, I wonder what you see, come to me my angel share with me the secret of your soul. I want to know the secret, but I don’t want to break the seal, I’ll accept it as a gift but I won’t beg or steal, come to me my angel, share with me the secret of your soul.

Kaleidoscope

When my eyes met yours for the first time my grey world dissipated into a kaleidoscope of vivid color. A soft glow shone thru those beautiful stained glass windows to your soul, so soft and gentle and yet so powerful. For a fleeting moment, the vessel of life in my chest paused its rhythmic gyration, the hands of time stood still, the stream of sand flowing endlessly from the hourglass was petrified, and it was in this moment that I was transformed. Like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon, my spirit flew upward. I had found my wings. I knew I would never be the same.

Entering the Temple

She breathes life into my dusty bones clothed with cold flesh, once again I breathe. Awakened as from a dream I am reminded of who I am. Looking into her eyes she gives me power and permission to tap into a part of myself that I never knew existed. I feel. She is that missing piece; she fills the void that nothing else could fill. She completes me. Separation from her would be a chilly death. So I fight. Every obstacle that stands between us I demolish, she is the Holy Grail, she is salvation. I fight for her and surrender into her, I pledge my love to her and dedicate my life to her. In an act of celebration and consummation we become one flesh as I plunge into her with self-less abandon, dying to myself and being born again. Our bodies entwined together I enter reverently into her temple with all of my being parting the curtain of the holiest of holy places offering myself in covenant with her. with passionate intensity I lose myself in her dying and being born again as I spill my sacrifice on her alter uniting our bodies and souls with one final exertion and a peace pervades the silent night.

Possession

Feeling you pulling me softly thru the medulla of space and time calling to me tenderly through the endless illusory maze of smoke and mirrors created by the shadows of my mind…visions of you illuminate my soul…breathing in your prescence…basking in your glow…immersed in your glory…feeling you gently pass through my body, entering reverently into the deepest recesses of my being…majestic rays of light bathe me, burn me, set me free…turn me inside out.

Metaphorical Mickey

it was the coldest winter but I’m coming back to life.
I can feel the sunshine once again.
It chases away the shadows in the corners of my mind
It warms my heart and ignites a fire within
I’m standing at this crossroads
I’ve been here before
should I continue walking
or stand here knocking on your door?

Prayer To A Goddess.

Please allow me to Love you. I am willing and able. Everything that I have, I bring to your table. Please take my hand as I make my stand. For the right woman I’ll be a good man. Love me True. Treat me right. I will worship you every day and night. My Goddess my queen of my life and my dreams, You are the one for whom my soul sings. You fill my heart with a burning desire. You are the spark that sets my soul on fire

.Dream #42