Gold Framed Experience
Having lived with zest and naked exposure
Experience can be challenging
How today’s living is handled
Against yesterday’s possible mishandling
Weighs heavily on the psychic of honesty
Anecdotal happenings can mount up in a single day
Bringing a tsunami of rush across one’s defenses
And all…
Started with birth’s first burst of crying
The dawn of life suddenly surrounding innocence
Beginning the journey living had in store
Childhood
Crying and laughter
Mud pies and 5-cent lemonade
Cotton candy and helium balloons
Funhouse dizziness
Rollercoaster thrills
Adolescence
One’s first kiss
Discovering private parts developing
License to drive
Traffic chaos
Study
Party
Prepare for SATs
Young Adulthood
Serious courting
Get engaged
Don’t get engaged
Cozy up for the raise
Discover the bonus as prison
Adulthood
Family
Births
Mortgages
Anxiety
Feeling no purpose
Finding purpose
Expressing opinions
Alienating some
Befriending others
Independence cost
Old age
Weeping in a pillow
Remembering when crying was expected
Staring into nothingness
Smiling at one’s totality
Appreciating goodness
Knowing it took some bad
To find the good
Experience
Begins to fade
Stroking your cat that all is well
Offering your hand for the dog’s lick of hello
How are you
Not so good
I see
Desperation holds firm to certain memories
Darkness
Seeing through the maze what might be beyond
Hearing the importance of what’s left
Smelling the articulation of Nature’s breath
Tasting the nectar of passing
Touching the hand leading you…
Such a journey
This labyrinth of experience
Like my learning at 7 years of age that smoking was not a good thing and causing damage from a cigarette lighting fire was criminal behavior--arson. So this "firebug" reformed and made sure that I didn't violate good sense laws or other people as much as possible.
However, I'm about to read an article by a well-known researcher in biology and he is stating emphatically that it is all karma: regardless of what we think, or think we have control, we are a product of genetics, our environment and dumb luck. There's no such thing as free will!
Ron