Yes. The grass isn't always greener on the other side. But you'll feel it again (if this is about you). When you figure out life isn't like in the beer commercials at all, and what is important in life is hidden deep within and can't be measured in zero sizes and DD-cups. You seem to be on your good way. :D
There are times when we never really are aware of what we had until it's no longer there...or perhaps we did, but never truly appreciated it as we should, thinking it would be there forever. Again, you have a way to express yourself that's so real...so honest.
John