Him

Have you every wanted something so, that your heart stayed for just that second, well I did,

I sought him out as I stood looking out at the oceans wonder, as it’s sunset cast a wonders glow, that brought me to this moment in time, he, he was my belief, my thought as I imaged a life like no other,

A kiss that was never placed on my lips existed, that sent my body into the truth of what could be,

A touch that never lad his hand upon my skin, but I knew him, knew his touch, remembered it, like it was yesterday, an a moment became me, standing on a cliff thinking of what could be, rather then what was not,

How did I get here, how did I become lost in time, looking for something that is not, as I see it in my dreams, yes how can I kiss a thought,

The coolness of the breeze did not chill me, for the warmth of him embraced me, and like today I began again knowing this man to be in me,

I placed him in moments, noticed him in images that seemed only to be in my mind, an all the while I believed it to be,

Nothing could make me leave this place, as I smelled the oceans breeze, as its mist moistened my lips, caressing me, giving me something to believe in,

My childhood night, walked me home, an together he became me as I enlisted him to be the man that I heard fairy tales about,

Alone on this cliff, I believed in dreams again, because on this day, I loved,

A written page in my dairy,