So tired...
Of trying to get through to you.
so i have decided not to
because it hurts each time i try
and you never see the tears i cry
washed away in Englands rain
you cannot feel the pain
which i must endure
humiliation like downpour
embarrasment like sunburn
oh will i ever learn
not to chase a rainbow
on a horse with no wings
to wake up alone
when the dawn call sings
to stay awake all night
because i feel so tight
inside my heart
since we have been apart
And all because of that first kiss
which you will never know
how much i miss you so
I must let go
we both know
to find another dream
but i don't want to
you made me choose
to be silent or to lose you
best i knew that sooner
than later
because then the loss
would have been greater
I want you now
but fate decided against that
somehow
God knows best
I wish i could get you
off my chest.
Andi
dedicated to Horseman 8th December 2007
Regis
Be safe,
Karen