Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 6/11/2009 8:42:42 AM
I am so glad that you were able to put your experience down on paper for others... I have watched your journey through loss and grief and have gained strength from a distance. I have no doubt that many others will gain strength from reading your account. A fitting tribute to your life with Leah...
Cryssa
Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 6/10/2009 11:12:41 AM
Allen, my words are few right now..but my heart is full to overflowing....I admire you immensely for having done what I am still struggling to do...to write an account that is worthy of my husband's life...and death. The above is so sensitively written and yet so utterly powerful...Right now I am lost for words as the emotion has taken over..Many Blessings...Diana
Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 5/1/2009 10:20:52 AM
J. this is beautiful "Glimpse OF an Angel"
Sent chills throughout J. heartfully felt dear one.
I know this will bring some peacefulness upon you.
Although utterly sad what you did and how you treated her at her hour was beautiful.
Surely wish you what your heart so needs and craves. You surely seem to be a wonderful man that I have observed throughout the years.
It is a relief to know that perhaps this is a cleansing time for you now.
All blessings to you J and do take care, as I sit here with a lump in my stomach from the thoughts (vision) and the entirity of this work there is still peace that I sense that comes along with what I have read, observed throughout the years of you through your writes. All is well, all is well I think this is the best that you could have ever thought of doing by way of honoring.
In peace and love,
Gwendolyn
Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 5/1/2009 7:49:41 AM
Allen,
I, too, have been moved to tears - many times - by the courage it took to relive your worst nightmare in verse - I want this book. I'm so glad you are honoring Leah by giving her story to the world, to let others know they aren't alone. Well done.
(((((HUGS))))) love and continued prayer, Karla. *tears*
Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 4/26/2009 12:42:03 AM
Powerful I am going to have to get this book!
In Christs Love
Michelle~
Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 4/1/2009 4:57:46 PM
Allen,
You are such an inspiration to all of us here, we walked the journey with you thru Leah's illness, and thru her passing, keep sharing the gift God has given to you, Faith, Hope, and Love, Looking forward to this wonderful book to be released, I know thru leah's Spirit you have become a strong man, and a blessed comfort to others who may or have walked in your shoes, Take Care, Blessing to you and yours Valerie
Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 3/31/2009 9:47:28 AM
As Leah was a brave woman...you also are a brave man. You shared a love that was whole, unconditional and all encompassing. May you find peace as Leah has. Others who read this book will learn about what Love is supposed to be.
Carry on my friend,
Allene West
Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 3/31/2009 3:55:48 AM
what a journey you have travelled and in sharing that journey, Leah is honored as well as the love you two shared
Glimpse OF An Angel (Book) - 3/31/2009 12:00:29 AM
I listened to this just after it happened & cried & now I am reading it and cryng again as I can bet you do or did throughout the writing of your new book...I hope this book helps others but most of all I hope it helps you, friend Al...Find Peace as Leah did, Ed
Whispers Of The Heart (Book) - 12/19/2008 9:48:52 AM
AL - CONGRATS! 1ST VISIT HERE -
READ MATLACK'S - DERANGED - SAW PHOTO - SEARCHED YOUR NAME - AND HERE AM I.
WILL RETURN WHEN TIME ALLOWS. TOM.
Whispers Of The Heart (Book) - 8/15/2008 6:57:52 AM
I will be back to buy this book! Yes, our deeds count in the time when we go to the real world, cause this world is the illusion. "That theory would be nice if only I can prove it!" :) We carry over all of our personality traits to the other side so we might as well improve ourselves now so we can have a better afterlife.
Before Darkness Falls (Book) - 6/22/2008 2:31:47 AM
I have Whispers of the Heart, and it astounds my own hearts core!
His touch of life is simply adored!
I must have this!
Write On!
Warmest Blessings and Inner Peace, Warrior Purple PaSSion Lady Shexooo
STay Positive!
Whispers Of The Heart (Book) - 12/2/2006 8:42:13 PM
They sound great Al- Both of your books do -
I plan on getting BOTh!
YOU and your Spirited Wife~
Enjoy! Your Blessed Holidays ahead~ In PEACE, Love, Health and JOY! around every corner you turn! in 2007! and beyond~
Warm HuGs,Sheee
I started following / tracking you, when I read 2 of your poems and your Bio!Good luck to your wife with her Talents too! :)
Before Darkness Falls (Book) - 3/11/2006 6:24:47 AM
In the introduction to this book, the author asks the reader to join him in pondering this thing we call 'life' through his poetry.
I've just completed this journey, and it was well worth every page. J.A. Wilson's poems cover all aspects of life, both the light and the dark, both the hope and the despair, both the joy and the sorrow, and perhaps, you, too, will see something of your own life in these pages.
Whispers Of The Heart (Book) - 2/23/2006 7:27:19 PM
Congratulations My Friend! I'm anxiously waiting to read this.
All our love and more
Tracey and Gang 43xoox(c :)
Whispers Of The Heart (Book) - 9/5/2005 8:27:33 AM
Super congrats Al hope you continued success. Felix
Whispers Of The Heart (Book) - 9/4/2005 8:30:33 PM
Congratulations Al (& Leah) on this your second book on the market...Rufuz wants to write one, but well, he is a bit lacking in self-confidence, kinda like his dad...either way we wish you good luck in this endeavor...Ed & Rufuz
Before Darkness Falls (Book) - 12/5/2004 12:36:19 AM
Inspirational and Awakening. Above all Love, Faith, Hope, Courage.
I'll be waiting by the mail box. : )
Heaven's Love
Tracey
Before Darkness Falls (Book) - 10/24/2004 1:23:25 PM
This looks like a book that I could read and recoment to others. It takes a person who has gone through exeperiences to write about them.
The Daddy Long-Back Letters (Short Story) - 12/16/2017 2:17:17 AM
Intriguing...nothing like a haunted past chased by blackmail.
The Thanksgiving That Was and The Silver Star (Short Story) - 11/11/2017 7:56:14 PM
A tear jerker for me. LOVED reading this story. Well written.
I love the ending Thanks for sharing this story.
The Thanksgiving That Was and The Silver Star (Short Story) - 11/25/2011 4:27:13 PM
This story pulled me in and wouldnt let me go, just what I like from a story, thank you Allen for this one...
In Christs Love
Michelle!
The Thanksgiving That Was and The Silver Star (Short Story) - 11/25/2011 6:34:18 AM
A well written, happy story...I do believe that wishes do come true...whenever and whatever they may be. Sometimes the road home is quite bumpy-
The Thanksgiving That Was and The Silver Star (Short Story) - 11/24/2011 6:56:39 AM
Great story, Allen; very well written! Happy Thanksgiving to you and your loved ones!
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Texas, Karen Lynn. :D
“Ceremony of the Gift” (Short Story) - 6/1/2011 8:51:38 AM
"just misplaced by the spirit of despair..." what an incredibly deep and truthful statement. well done.
thanks for sharing
jch
“Ceremony of the Gift” (Short Story) - 5/31/2011 1:19:49 PM
BRILLIANT, MY BUBBA! THE LORD IS USING YOU IN A MOST POWERFUL WAY..
PRAISE GOD, ONCE WE ARE REDEEMED, WE ARE "KEEPERS OF THE LIGHT", FOREVER AND EVER, AMEN!
LOVE&HUGS, SIS
“Ceremony of the Gift” (Short Story) - 5/31/2011 10:13:28 AM
Baby, thank for letting me be your voice of sweetness...Ive never been called that before...alot of other things but not that...but how can I not be sweet when you are so good to me...not just that, but you are good for me and I hope that I am for you too...this is so good...and so true in life, once you have accepted Jesus, no matter what befalls you, He will never leave you or forsake you...He will always be here for you and so will I...
Love you Mr Wilson
“Ceremony of the Gift” (Short Story) - 5/30/2011 10:28:03 PM
Wonderful story, Allen; very well penned! BRAVO!
(((HUGS))), much love, and continued prayers~
As always, your friend in Texas, Karen Lynn. :D
Love Letters From The Other Side (Short Story) - 2/26/2011 12:52:31 AM
I must read this in full now! It is something I have a belief in, and a great interest also...Fascinating stuff, and as always so beautifully written...
Best wishes, Diana...
Twice Loved and Twice Left (Short Story) - 2/8/2011 8:29:13 AM
A touching but beautifully penned story, Allen. I kept thinking: "Don't give up hope, Jimmy. Focus on Jesus." He did! Splendid write!
In His Love,
Lena
Flesh Of My Flesh (Short Story) - 1/30/2011 12:07:45 PM
Dear Mr. Wilson, I read your story,"Flesh of my Flesh and it brought me to tears. I lost my only brother to Cancer in 1991. He was thirty years old. I now am Power of attorney for my mother who is in the final stages of Alzheimers. I've seen mom slowly go down hill, I leave the nursing everyday with tears in my eye's asking God how much longer must this wonderful woman suffer. Your story has touched my heart. Thank you yours Truly fellow Author Garry E. Lewis
Twice Loved and Twice Left (Short Story) - 1/21/2011 4:11:40 PM
I hope this is fictional, Allen ...
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Texas, Karen Lynn. :(
Twice Loved and Twice Left (Short Story) - 1/21/2011 9:40:38 AM
At least you got us dying within a couple of days of each other, so I guess that's a good thing...I just hope when the time comes that we go together, I don't ever want to think of you having to go thru that alone again, I know how I found you and it would kill me to think of you in that shape again...
I love you, Mr. Wilson, I really do...
Twice Loved and Twice Left (Short Story) - 1/21/2011 8:43:44 AM
powerful stuff, thought provoking as well!
Twice Loved and Twice Left (Short Story) - 1/21/2011 7:30:58 AM
Powerfully penned, (((Allen))). Please say this is fictional ... the part of Jimmy loving and losing ... know the angels and demons are real. And the angels are winning. :)
(((HUGS))), love and prayer, Karla.
Twice Loved and Twice Left (Short Story) - 1/21/2011 7:19:02 AM
Very sad, but with a bright ending for Jimmy...e
Gifts and the Parable of the Talents (Article) - 3/24/2021 8:56:32 AM
this made me think. very great message, and well told. Your talent with the basic building blocks of communication is well invested. I cannot help but believe that even the Lord is blessed manifold by your faithfulness in recounting this useful example for me, and all of us. Carry on!
-David
Dedicated to all of our law enforcement personal; (Article) - 11/9/2015 7:07:11 AM
Respect for authority tends to work. My encounters with authority always came out well because I gave them their due.
However, having been profiled and pulled over on the road at least five times while driving or riding with color, and the differing attitude of the officers involved regarding questions and probing, I find that abuse of authority in this regard is quite rampant.
While referring to the "good old days," I remember when a childhood friend was working as an investigator for my small hometown of about 15,000. He uncovered a burglary ring involving about half the police force, including the chief, who were routinely staging and reporting burglaries to local businesses on Main Street over several years and pocketing the proceeds.
Police departments everywhere are filled with two kinds of people. Good people who want to serve the public and pathological people, criminals who are attracted to police work because they can become authority figures and abuse that authority. I will agree that the second kind of person is a smaller percentage, but it is a much higher percentage than in the general population.
I monitored and did studies on our University Police Department over a 30 year period. There were many bad actors on the force over those years. I recently posted an article about a friend (acquaintance) who was an investigator and recently was charged with two counts of sexual assault.
Ron
Dedicated to all of our law enforcement personal; (Article) - 11/8/2015 6:37:41 PM
good points, respect for authority is not given much shrift today. each society has rules for those in the society to live by, I expect that if I do not obey the rules I will face problem and I don't blame the police, or bad upbringing or anything else other than the fact that I have chosen to not do what our society deems should be done.
sadly this is a dangerous time for us all
It Breaks My Heart… (Article) - 11/20/2012 8:19:09 PM
it is now the time for GIVING THANKS......I loved to read this for I see alot of me in it....THere are not enough people out ther like us who will give unselfishly to someone without thinking of what htey will get in return...YOU are BLESSED and will be rewarded in HEAVEN....THANKS
Gifts and the Parable of the Talents (Article) - 11/27/2011 3:25:38 PM
POWERFUL AS A LOCOMOTIVE CUTTING THROUGH THE MIDNIGHT FOG.. AND AS GENTLE AS A LAMB SETTLING CLOSE TO ITS MOTHER... SO, IS THE GIFT YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN, MY BUBBA.
YOUR BUSINESSMAN FRIEND IS RIGHT, WRITING IS YOUR GIFT.. AND EVERY TIME YOU WRITE, YOUR GIFT BLESSES THOSE WHO READ IT.
AND I BLESS YOU IN THE BEAUTIFUL NAME OF OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR, JESUS THE CHRIST.
MUCH LOVE, MANY PRAYERS, Sis
ps> I pray Sparky has been revived..
How Do We Un-Love (Article) - 6/29/2011 10:40:30 AM
Oh so sorry for your tremendous loss! But, as you know there's faith, hope and love...And the greatest of these as you've already declared is LOVE! Blessings...Frances
South Carolina’s Medicaid Travesty (Article) - 1/27/2011 2:56:27 AM
suppose most states will just fall in line, program after program no doubt will be cut including benefits to veterans who have served often bled and now can simply suffer.
timely write
Love and Second Chances; God’s Gift (Article) - 4/22/2010 1:27:03 PM
Outstanding write.. and a lesson well-learned, I'm pleased to say :).
Apart from Him,we can do nothing. In Him, we live and move and breathe and have our being. That is ultimate truth. People denying it, does not change it one jot or tittle.
I am blessed to know you, Allen - and happy for you and Jan.
Keep healing, Jan - and keep looking forward together.
Love&Hugs, Rhonda
Love and Second Chances; God’s Gift (Article) - 4/22/2010 11:15:16 AM
I thank God for sparing my life, for giving me a second chance to feel what true love is...Something I have only dreamed of, but have never felt from another before. Last night we watched our story, though there are lots of differences, Message in a Bottle...and after you went to bed I cried, but tears of joy, that I was spared and you are still here with me, beside me...And that you have declared your love for me...that I know without a doubt, that if anything happens to me, that I am loved and valued, wanted and needed...and I promiss to you that I will stay beside you forever, not only in this world, but for all of eternity...I hate having to wait til next year to be yours forever, but I understand why that weekend, and its gonna be so hard waiting...so please be patient with me...you know I can't stand waiting for anything...esp. now that I have found love and nearly lost my life...I want to know that when my time comes that I am yours 100%...no questions asked...sanctioned by God...
Thank you, Baby...I really, really love you...you are my everything...
Absolute Love (Article) - 3/15/2010 6:38:46 PM
Many have not been tested yet in this life and thus cannot understand that true love is unconditional and one does not have the option of looking after oneself when the committment that comes with love is required of you.They do not understand you have no choice and that you could not go on knowing you had not given your all.God knows and understands.His love for you is unconditional. Luke
Absolute Love (Article) - 1/2/2009 7:58:48 PM
I was just randomly searching on writings about "absolute love" and have found your article; I hope that your wife is fine since June 2008 when you have written about her. I hope that your own love made her well and sound!
Believe it or not, I had learned the Faith in God through "Absolute" Love and not vice-versa. This is how was "handed" to me and perhaps to you too.
As the absolute love can not be removed, destroyed or hidden; it will resist and endure everything despite someone’s will and resurface again through own remorse, in which case will be at least shared or perpetuated into something else like power of creativity or endless kindness.
Flavia.
How Do We Un-Love (Article) - 12/28/2008 7:46:33 PM
I relate with this. When my ex-husband, who cheated on me and abused me left me for his first wife, I should have been able to close down my heart. I was angry with him, don't get me wrong! But I had all that love for him and I didn't know how to not love, or as you say, un-love.
Love is a gift given to us from God. It is a hard gift to take back. But over time and with the love of God, I did heal from the pain and rejection. Over time, I healed. I didn't unlove. That is how we move forward in life.
With healing, we have a chance to find another person to love. With bitterness, we just cast ourselves in our own iron bars and lose out on life.
Never give up on love because true love never gives up knocking at our hearts. Don't let other people's actions determine how often you give your love away.
How Do We Un-Love (Article) - 12/27/2008 10:51:45 AM
Allen, I am so glad to have touched your life with some comfort. I can see you have really taken this article into your heart. I wish you all the comfort and love and understanding that you find peace and lightness soon.
Much love to you and God Bless you as you enter a new year,
Amber "V" Moonstone
How Do We Un-Love (Article) - 12/27/2008 9:20:35 AM
There is no way to un-love. There is only the way to expand love....or like in my case...I tucked that special love away in my secret place...to be treasured forever. Now I have had to "decide" to let my heart find a spot for a new love...and to do my best to focus on just trying to be happy again. Period. Nothing will ever undo that first love...nor do I want to! I will keep praying for you, because you must move on. lindalaw
How Do We Un-Love (Article) - 12/27/2008 2:14:16 AM
Leah will always be with you, and you need never, ever, ever un-love her. Quite the contrary. Even should you find another mate, your memories of Leah will remain alive and vibrant - and that's good and wholesome. The loss must be unbearable, and my heart goes out to you. But what beautiful memories you must have! Carry them with you always as irreplaceable treasure.
Unfortunately I do not feel the same way about Mr. Weatherford's whining.
How Do We Un-Love (Article) - 12/27/2008 1:40:53 AM
lovely, and so true
Absolute Love (Article) - 12/25/2008 10:10:46 PM
Trials in life - Our Lord Jesus knows about tough trials because He has been there and He cares about all our difficult trails in life.
Unconditional love, absolute love and agape love come from God. Jesus provides us with truth and true love while man trys to conquer and divide us. If we Focus on The Lord and we will have all the love that we need. I prayed for you today and I know God answers prayer.
Amen
Absolute Love (Article) - 9/20/2008 1:20:25 PM
well done
Hope Revealed (Article) - 9/8/2008 6:49:33 AM
One of my favorite sayings I have heard about knowing our Savior came from a book I read a long time ago. It said something to the effect that the more you come to know the Savior, the more you realize how little you know...He is infinite and eternal.
You stated this beautifully. Thank you for sharing your heart with us.
Cryssa
Absolute Love (Article) - 9/8/2008 6:29:12 AM
Golden rays of wisdom! If only... if only everyone in this world would love as you do!
Cryssa
It Breaks My Heart… (Article) - 7/24/2008 3:15:56 AM
Allen, you are shining in the Great Light of the Lord, though times are very hard, and the need is so overwhelming, The Good Lord is looking down at you and giving you power to survive, thanks for helping all of us, for we are all brothers and sisters, Take care, Love to read your works, Valerie
Absolute Love (Article) - 7/24/2008 3:08:25 AM
Your committment to your wife is as One, you will get thru this, God gives to us what we can handle, and you will make it thru, I loved reading this, Take care of the both of you, May God Bless You on the journey together, Hugs to you, Valerie
After The Attack On America (Article) - 7/10/2008 7:37:48 PM
United we stand, divided, we fall - so true - we've gone back to the pre-9/11 mentality, remembering only to forget - how tragic! An excellent, important write, Allen.
(((HUGS))) and love, Karla.
When A Man Loves A Woman (Poetry) - 1/23/2026 2:18:55 PM
While I don't necessarily agree with every statement in your poem, I find your intent is very good. You always did pay attention to the opposite sex much more than most men do.
Strange that I didn't comment on it when you first posted it.
Ron
The Tender Lights of Yesteryear… (Poetry) - 11/2/2025 12:13:00 PM
I'm with you J. Allen. I miss being young. Your poem is lovely. I'm so glad you are back.
The Pathway of Broken Years (Poetry) - 10/18/2025 9:05:21 AM
I checked back to 2011 to see if I commented on it. In those days I only came about once a week on Sundays to read and comment. I was surprised, that only Ed Matlack (Long deceased now) wrote a comment on a beautiful work by J. Allen.
This poem has a simple, but straightforward message about how fall and rainy days can bring back sad memories when things went wrong… especially for me in the fall. As I read, I was reminded of Robert Frost and his classic poem, The Road Less Traveled.
Glad that you allowed me to comment again on one of J. Allen's best. Send more.
Ron
We have something to say!!! (Poetry) - 10/12/2025 1:00:58 PM
You look too young to be on death's door. But the circumstances may be different for you than I can tell. Because your honor for Jan is so sincere and real.
I feel the same way for my Beh for all she's done for me.
Ron
The Tender Lights of Yesteryear… (Poetry) - 9/22/2025 9:43:37 AM
A wistful piece of nostalgia all of us yearn for as we get to the age where we could no longer do so easily what we did then.
So good to see you posting again. And your words are ringing true to me as I think often about all those things I did so easily and happened at lightning speed at that time, now slowed down greatly.
Ron
Update on J Allen (Poetry) - 8/30/2025 1:45:50 PM
Jan, what wonderfu news! I'm rejoicing with you. The Lord is good. Thank you for posting this. Still praying for both of you.
Update on J Allen (Poetry) - 8/30/2025 12:19:57 PM
Thanks for the update, Jan. I thought we had lost J Allen, but I guess it's only his writer's block that keeps us from hearing from him. Why I'm so glad that you are letting us know.
Changing that bag does sound like a real chore for someone. But I'm glad that he's able to walk so much every day and retire when he complained that he couldn't retire with all of his obligations.
My urine bag has to be emptied about every five hours and sometimes, since I can't do it, it's been difficult to get someone to empty it for me. And unlike J Allen, I've been unable to walk for 30 years. And haven't let the house except for doctor appointments since I quit driving in 2017.
But I haven't lost my muse. It's more active than ever. I had a wonderful sexy dream last night that I should write but I don't have any time left.
You and J Allen are one of several romances that have benefited from AD. I've had one for about 15 years, but she has returned to her ex-husband and has never come to my house because she knows that my partner, Beh, would be hurt. She started work for me 32 years ago to take care of me and has, all these years, faithfully with love as I change with age.
Ron
Prayers for J. Allen (Poetry) - 12/12/2024 12:18:39 PM
Allen, this is Joe. It's been some time since Jan's post, so I hope you are doing much better. It is frustrating to hear how medical professionals don't always do what they are supposed to, especially when so much is at stake. Just know that we love you and are praying for all of you every day.
Prayers for J. Allen (Poetry) - 11/9/2024 12:47:19 PM
So sad to hear. Why I'm staying out of hospitals. Nurses will do my simple turning to avoid pressure sores. The last time I was there, I nearly went crazy.
I hope you both have the Covid 19 vaccines. They are a lifesaver for me and continued to be.
I would check with the lawyer because it appears that he has been not cared for properly by the hospital and they shouldn't get away with it. I believe that MRSA is a common hospital staph infection and has nothing to do with dehydration.
I do hope that Allen somehow recovers, but there seems to be so many things going on.
Ron
Prayers for J. Allen (Poetry) - 10/30/2024 3:52:46 PM
Prayer can work miracles when things seem darkest. Sending up my prayers and sending forward all my best energies.
Rebecca
Prayers for J. Allen (Poetry) - 10/30/2024 9:09:20 AM
Jan, I'm so deeply sorry for what both of you have been through and are still going through. I've been praying for both of you everyday. Hope he improves soon.
Losing You (Poetry) - 10/29/2024 10:04:14 PM
I remember a piece you wrote in 2010 about the Lord being a God of second chances. Well, I know He is a God of many truly unlimited chances. May the good Lord provide you with blessings that overflow and so much that you cannot contain or understand them. Just be blessed in Jesus' mighty name. Amen X 110
Prayers for J. Allen (Poetry) - 10/29/2024 9:56:15 PM
Dear Jan,
I am writing for many past and present AD members who have come to love and appreciate the poems and many excellent writings created by your loved one. I have been with AD for over 15 years, and J. Allen has corresponded and provided very nice comments about my poetry and short stories. My last poem was about how I missed the old AD members, like your husband. Folks like him were more congenial and provided interactive suggestions on improving our writing. I pray that he will experience complete healing that surprises the doctors and everyone he encounters. I pray this in Jesus' name. Amen X 110. John M.D.
My life, is this the end? (Poetry) - 10/29/2024 6:31:24 AM
You and Jan will never be alone, not with so many of us standing with you here on The Den. You are beloved by all who have followed you. Know that!
Rebecca
Yes Sweetheart, you ARE LOVE 😍 (Poetry) - 10/29/2024 6:26:06 AM
Obviously a beautiful lady both outside and inward.
Rebecca
Losing You (Poetry) - 10/29/2024 6:23:53 AM
So heartbreakingly sad. I can't think of any words that are sufficiently comforting. Only kind thoughts and soft prayers.
Rebecca
Losing You (Poetry) - 10/15/2024 9:14:27 AM
I really hate to see him suffer like this. Try to comfort him the best you can whenever you're there. My best to both of you.
You made me recall the three months that my father spent in the hospital before he died with above that he got after a successful heart valve replacement that led to two bouts with pneumonia. Since he ran out of Medicare, my mother had to declare poverty so that he could stand the hospital and she wouldn't have to pay the tremendous hospital bill. But they shipped him to another hospital 100 miles away. To see him for the next month before he died she had to drive there and stay an inexpensive motel.
She also suffered greatly from several ailments including complete deafness when she died in misery at 95 and 2020, just before the epidemic. I saw dad only once and never got to see mom since 2011 when I drove the 1300 miles to see her.
Ron
Yes Sweetheart, you ARE LOVE 😍 (Poetry) - 10/8/2024 6:51:21 PM
Every word is softly etched with love, I really enjoyed reading this tonight, thanks
Yes Sweetheart, you ARE LOVE 😍 (Poetry) - 10/8/2024 2:06:51 PM
Get well fast. Praying for both of you. Your tribute to Jan is lovely. She has such a sweet smile.
Yes Sweetheart, you ARE LOVE 😍 (Poetry) - 10/4/2024 1:06:46 PM
That's a wonderful photograph! Love the color cast by the light.
That missing colon sounds drastic, but we have to do what we have to do. Glad that Jan made it through with the house and you got to the hospital to write this wonderful tribute to her.
Get well and get your power back soon.
We are painting the house and after I wrangle with her over the color, it looks like we may get some rain.
Ron
Yes Sweetheart, you ARE LOVE 😍 (Poetry) - 10/3/2024 7:03:27 PM
Perfection!
I'm praising the LORD you are recovering enough to write, Bubba!
In all this heart-wrenching devastation (including your surgery!)
I pray my daily texts have actually reached you, and encouraged you.
Praying Jan receives the help she needs to clear your yard and that power is soon restored, and that Jan and Rev. Inis are safe in the LORD.
I've wept bitterly at the loss of lives and property etc wrought by Helene...
Our sons, wives & families were spared the worst in SC, all glory to GOD! My spirit groans and I weep for NC, FL and GA. Tennessee was hit too. My baby brother Steve lived there. He recently passed away from stage 4 lung cancer so I'm a mess. I'm the last surviving member of our initial family :( But gratefully his widow Lorraine
and one of their sons/wife/family in Clarksvile only suffered damage of severe storms, but no flooding, and thank You Jesus, they are safe.
Love the LORD thy GOD with all thine heart, soul and mind ..and Love your neighbor as yourself.. for on these two commandments hinge the Law and the Prophets.
We are all in this together.
We love you & Jan & Inis,
Keep healing!
Sis & Joe
My life, is this the end? (Poetry) - 9/30/2024 10:47:36 PM
First of all, I want you both to know that you are definitely not alone, although it may feel like that at times. You have courageously shared your heart here, and in what I consider a very well written and honest expression of your personal trials in this present.
This morning I was reading in the first chapter of 2 Corinthians, because our church is now being led through this place in God's Word. The Apostle Paul, like you, shared his suffering with the public, and so what you have done in this poem is just like what the Holy Spirit moved the great Apostle to do, and there is a wisdom and purpose in it, which is to make others aware, so that we can petition the Lord Jesus Christ for your needs, and so that the Lord may be praised and glorified on account of His answer to your need. May the Lord bless you, heal you both according to His will and timing. I am lifting you to Him even now. Please keep us in the loop, and keep looking to Jesus, He is ever faithful. The Lord loves you and so do I.
My life, is this the end? (Poetry) - 9/24/2024 1:41:42 PM
My Dearest Bubba,
You are NEVER alone and you are NEVER not thought of and prayed for.
Life and old age happens to ALL of us. YOU are the one who told ME that old age is not for sissies. I remember that every time I suffer beyond words..and it helps.
AS George taught me, We all bear our portion of the Cross throughout our lives.
Our hearts to yours and Jan's; we love you both and are saddened by your conditions.
May the LORD cause you to overcome Covid and every form of illness!
May He bring you relief and turn your tears to joy!
But in the meantime, Bubba...
Strengthen yourself in the Word...Be strong and of good courage.
Father GOD promised us, I will never leave you or forsake you.
You know He won't - He NEVER lies.
Is Rev. Looney still with you?
Tons of love and hugs to all of you.
xo Rhonda & Joe
Also, much love & prayers to LaBelle and Ron.
My life, is this the end? (Poetry) - 9/24/2024 9:40:12 AM
You are not alone here. Many will read you. And I hope many will comment.
I used to think that you had it rough when you would still write so romantically while having to work beyond retirement just to make a go of it. And you lost your wife. I'm so glad that you found Jan and that you are together in your suffering. I only hope that you can come out of Covid this time.
Like you, I was utterly alone 30 years ago when I was told that I needed to hire someone to take care of me. Based on how I was going downhill, I thought I would die much younger than normal and suffer greatly from ignorance and lack of help. So, I put an ad in the local Green Sheet and started hiring help even though I was paying with my credit card with no way to pay back the balance. My first two attendants did great work for me but had to leave after three months. It was my 5th hire, Beh, who stayed on and became my partner all these years through trials and tribulations.
I have been hospitalized and near death in 2012, and as well as corrective surgeries and taking the vaccines so that my only bout with Covid was brief and no more than like a flu of a week. Beh's lasted one day because she has been so healthy and so strong even though she has exceeded normal retirement age while still running her shop and taking care of me many more hours a day than ever before.
It's funny how fate goes, but we both are healthier, wealthier and happier than I was back in 1994. Yet, I fear that a sudden downturn in both our health because of aging and we will probably suffer before we go like almost everyone else. The best that could happen would be for me to die in my sleep. My family is still a thousand miles away or more and the few friends I have here in Houston are as bad or worse, healthwise, than me. Age gets us all. There is no let up.
All I can wish for you is that you recover from this latest setback and began to feel better again. Finally, to go like I wish to, as painlessly as possible., Tom Highland is currently in hospice, peacefully accepting his diagnosis of terminal cancer. Fortunately, he has much family and friends surrounding him.
Ron
My life, is this the end? (Poetry) - 9/24/2024 9:12:50 AM
J Allen I'm so sorry for the pain you and Jan are suffering. Jon Michael and I went through something similar, I know how it hurts when the one you love is sick and you are too ill to take care of them. Prayers for both of you. You are not alone in spirit, we will be pryaing for you always. It's not the end here until God calls us away. Whether we live or die we are the Lord's.
1 Peter 5:7 -
"Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you."
All of God’s Creatures Great and Small (Poetry) - 9/8/2024 4:49:35 AM
Bless you J.Allen, you have a kind heart. A man after God's own heart. He cares about all his creatures. Beautiful poem.
Flower Petals and Summer Snow (Poetry) - 4/20/2024 9:24:45 AM
It's good to see you both again, J. Allen.
Very visual and beautiful.
Ron
Flower Petals and Summer Snow (Poetry) - 4/20/2024 1:52:39 AM
This is beautiful. The imagery is exquisite, so very true to what I see and feel when the petals of Bradford pears drift like nature's confetti on the spring breeze. Thank you for sharing this vignette of a favorite time of year.
Rebecca
My Words (Poetry) - 12/7/2023 2:00:18 PM
Beautiful and Powerful, my dear Bubba!
And I agree with Ron, Jan...
I understand it.
Writing was my way of life since I was 6... but at 72, I barely produce any written work.
Nonetheless, my heart and my soul still perceive and speak poetically,
and I am content.
And before I go, Happy Eleventh Anniversary on December 12th
Mr. and Mrs. Wilson!!!
Love you both,
Sis & Joe
My Words (Poetry) - 12/5/2023 12:23:38 PM
Jan, J Allen certainly can still write from what he just sent you. But he said two telling things. First, that he wrote from some deep pain that compelled him to write. I recall all of those poems about his work and how difficult it was for him to do it because he wanted to be free of it to write. As a result of you arriving in 2009, he was eventually able to retire.
And then, you arriving in his life was obviously a way of removing all that pain that had forced him to write to get the pain gone every day. With you there by his side, he no longer felt the pain that kept him writing day and night.
It appears to be simple as that. But perhaps I'm wrong. I'm quite often wrong in interpreting what people write here. Perhaps because I don't reread and fuss over what the other intended. I just respond.
Ron
Ode to ED (Poetry) - 11/16/2023 8:18:09 AM
Ed was a true treasure. He will be greatly missed. Shine on, Ed.
Ode to ED (Poetry) - 11/7/2023 11:08:03 AM
A fine tribute to Ed was rather unique among the poets here and so active in the early years when I wasn't. I was really surprised to see how active he was one time when I stop by his Facebook page where he seemed to be connected even more to so many people that he sought out for consolation.
He was filled with so many demons that left him very ill and poverty-stricken in the end of his life. I was surprised when he declared himself, old, at sixty years of age. As your poem suggests, he is free from those demons now.
I know that Jan is helping you, but we are looking forward to more of your return.
Ron
Ode to ED (Poetry) - 11/7/2023 8:16:17 AM
Oh my heart...I'm sorry to learn of Ed's passing.
He was a valiant warrior over the years, in his several battles.
And he was a card! Which is how I shall remember him!
His Memory will be safe and well-preserved here, among the Poets.
Sigh...I'm very sorry you lost another friend, my dear Bubba.
From the time I read Jan's post, we have been fervently praying for the Spirit to stir you to post again..
I was all excited when I saw you had...then deeply saddened when I read it. But praise Jesus, now dear ED is finally out of pain and suffering and the toil and terrors of this world.
Now, as those who remain, let us continue the good fight. May The LORD be gracious unto you & Jan, and give you His peace.
We love you both dearly... and Rev. Inis, of course!
xo Sis & Joe
Ode to ED (Poetry) - 11/7/2023 3:54:37 AM
I am so sorry to hear of Ed's passing-thank you for this tribute
Ode to ED (Poetry) - 11/6/2023 6:15:25 PM
A very unique, humorous and sensitive soul Ed was. Hard to believe the years go by so fast..I hope in some way I touched his soul for the better and the heart never knows bounds of space and time.
Where Are Your Words (Poetry) - 10/18/2023 9:43:33 PM
So happy to read you again. You've been missed.
Rebecca
Where Are Your Words (Poetry) - 10/17/2023 1:30:48 PM
Jan,
I've wondered the same!
I've had you both deeply on my heart for at least 2 weeks..
Its GOD's grace that I am even at my computer today and found this;
I haven't written for awhile either... depression sets in, I get it.
I'm deeply sorry to hear about sickness, disease, and surgeries :(
We never cease praying for both of you and Rev. Inis and your families.
He's the one who told me, Getting old isn't for sissies, Sis.
How right he is!
I fear my dear Bubba has been through SO much, Jan, that he is just plain worn out.
The words do come eventually... they are just fewer and farther between now.
Love & Big Hugs to all Three of you.
XOXO
Where Are Your Words (Poetry) - 10/17/2023 7:54:05 AM
Thank you, Jan, for this wonderful poem letting us know…
J. Allen, I wish your words were back with this revealing explanatory poem. I was wondering where you had gone. No reason to stop now. Think of something to write about. Is Armageddon happening in the Middle East or is it just the generational argument over who owns the same god?
I'm 12 years out from that hard writing nonfiction world. And loving every moment that I write. Come back to us with your words of love here. There are so few left of those avid writers from the past. We need to encourage new writers to join and continue the camaraderie of sharing and helping one another write better.
Ron
I Came to Visit You Today (Poetry) - 6/19/2022 7:15:44 AM
A beautiful and loving poem, filled with
Love and Faith…
I’m sure your Father will be aware of your
Loving thoughts…
My best wishes always,
Diana…🌈
I Came to Visit You Today (Poetry) - 6/13/2022 12:43:03 PM
Just beautiful.
I'm very sorry for the loss of your father, Bubba.
Thank You both for your Service to GOD & Mankind.
Thanks be to GOD for all who have served, are serving, or ever will serve, in Jesus' Name, Amen.
Love & Hugs & Prayers,
Sis
I Came to Visit You Today (Poetry) - 6/4/2022 5:36:09 PM
thank you for sharing this. brings tears to my eyes.
I Came to Visit You Today (Poetry) - 6/4/2022 5:35:22 PM
I am so, so sorry for your loss. This poem is a powerful reflection of how life goes on in a better way once a soul leaves the confines of mortal life.
Rebecca
I Came to Visit You Today (Poetry) - 5/31/2022 8:46:39 AM
So deeply sorry for your loss and they are not there, they are everywhere and are only a thought away, loving you, building you and are so deeply concerned for you always. Thank you for his service.
I Came to Visit You Today (Poetry) - 5/31/2022 6:30:34 AM
I have not read any of your poems for some time. But I'm glad that you have shared with us this solemn occasion coinciding with Memorial Day. There is no better place for resting on earth than a National Cemetery. But your poem is not about earthly accolades. It is about your perspective of where your father now resides. At least in your heart and thoughts, forever.
Ron
My Mind is a Lonely Place (Poetry) - 1/24/2022 4:37:25 PM
Your intense, poignant stare into the very Eye of the Universe prompts a seizure of admitted silliness, J. Allen! Accept it as a fishy paean of sincere acknowledgement for your prosaic craftspersonship...
MY MIND IS A LONELY NORTH SEA PLAICE...
My mind is a lonely North Sea Plaice,
Swimming always along the uncertain bottom
Of an ocean too deep and too vast to ever ken.
How many times I wish I were a schooling fish
Rather than a lonesome, solitary dweller among rocks,
Floundering hither and thither, seeking out the spirit
Residue of more joyous swarms of piscatorial life
Up higher on the ebullient, if always dangerous
Currents above.
Down here, it is cold, so cold on this
Deepest of abysmal shoals...the darkness
Enveloping with clammy, bivalve finality.
The solitary virtue of being a bottom-dweller, then,
One can sink no lower than this, when life finally
Ineluctably departs forever.
The Heart of an Angel (Poetry) - 9/11/2021 2:33:25 AM
You are a lucky man, my southern friend...-e-
Walls and Dreams (Poetry) - 9/7/2021 11:59:12 AM
O' prophet of GOD, I, too, have eyes to see and ears to hear.
Jesus said, Let not - allow not - your hearts to be troubled - for these things MUST NEEDS come to pass. Keep the faith, my Brother
..in turn, it will keep you till He calls us upward.
THE LORD BE MAGNIFIED NOW AND FOREVER, AMEN.
XO Sis
The Heart of an Angel (Poetry) - 9/7/2021 11:52:28 AM
Both Beautiful and Blessed!
Love & Hugs, Sis
The Heart of an Angel (Poetry) - 9/5/2021 10:26:11 AM
This is a tender, loving ode to a very lucky lady.
Rebecca
The Heart of an Angel (Poetry) - 9/5/2021 9:35:01 AM
What a loving heart can do for us. So beautifully expressed. Returning her love with your lovely words.
Ron
The Heart of an Angel (Poetry) - 9/5/2021 7:08:33 AM
Very sweet and sentimental.
Sandie
Walls and Dreams (Poetry) - 9/4/2021 4:58:21 PM
So many times I've had to go within to be able to cope with what is without. The world can be an angry, ugly place. But there are still pockets of beauty to be found.
Rebecca
Walls and Dreams (Poetry) - 9/2/2021 10:57:46 AM
It certainly does seem that way. However in this century, we have more and more ways to detect anger and expose it for what it is. Fear has always been in the minds of men. It has driven us to unnecessary wars and made hermits of those who felt they could no longer tolerate even dealing with their fellow man in their own neighborhood.
I see the good. I see the outpouring for the people of Louisiana who are stuck without electricity and what it brings to them for some time yet. But 20,000 utility trucks are either there or on their way to begin the repairs. That's what we do as humans. We don't throw up our hands and give in to our fears. We pull ourselves up by our bootstraps and fix things.
The 21st century will be spent fixing much of what we wasted in the 20th.
Ron
Walls and Dreams (Poetry) - 9/2/2021 8:05:51 AM
I would only add two words to your insightful poem: "maybe not."
Life is But a Vapor (Poetry) - 3/28/2021 11:17:02 AM
Unfortunately, the floodgates of social media dumping truth and untruth onto readers unschooled in sorting out fact from fiction, has led to great doubt during these early decades of the 21st century. Thankfully, scientific information is the best we have, and, except for 2020, each year in this century as been better, overall by measuring many aspects of life, than the year before.
And, I am quite sure that by the end of 2021, life will return more to normal of petty despots with petty ideas and much greed, continually stirring up our world and leading in astray in the name of doing good.
Ron
Life is But a Vapor (Poetry) - 3/27/2021 5:48:12 PM
We need to seek him every day of our lives, as if it might be our last
Beautifully written, thank you for sharing J.
Seasons Of Life (Poetry) - 3/7/2021 11:12:55 AM
It seems a bit off from the title because your poem focuses on the waning years of one's life rather than all of its "seasons." But I will admit that I am beginning to hate winter and longing for spring again long before a comes each year.
The only way to really deal with it are in your last two lines.
Ron
Seasons Of Life (Poetry) - 3/5/2021 8:12:54 AM
BEAUTIFUL, VERY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! Liana Margiva
Seasons Of Life (Poetry) - 3/4/2021 12:27:01 PM
Beautiful. Just beautiful.
Rebecca
Seasons Of Life (Poetry) - 2/28/2021 11:39:16 AM
SOULFUL AND SPLENDID!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUBBA!!!
MANY JOYFUL RETURNS TO A WONDERFUL POET, FRIEND AND BROTHER IN CHRIST!
LOVE & HUGS & BLESSINGS,
SIS
I Cried Today (Poetry) - 10/14/2020 5:38:39 AM
TO BE ABLE TO RELATE TO SOMEONE ELSE AND THEIR PAIN...IS A PURE BLESSING. THANKS FOR SHARING. LOVE, BLESSINGS AND FAITH...HIS+INSPIRATIONS
The Road To Hell (Poetry) - 9/16/2020 8:38:10 PM
Such a sad and angry poem. I can see where many would feel that it's the entire world that is caught up in the darkness of chaos, but I don't think that is necessarily so. While I am aware of the evil around me, I also see beauty and hope. It's there. It's just not always as noisy.
Rebecca
The Road To Hell (Poetry) - 9/13/2020 10:36:05 AM
So sad when there's fire everywhere! And the protesting mobs are totally destroying the district that they themselves are living in. I don't understand the logic of this. Suffer are innocent people! Very sad!
Sandie
The Road To Hell (Poetry) - 9/12/2020 9:32:31 AM
Perhaps, but I don't think "down this road we all march one by one." Hopefully, as many scriptures tell us, each person walks their own road.
The Road To Hell (Poetry) - 9/12/2020 9:31:06 AM
A totally pessimistic view. I live in a sanctuary city filled with good overwhelming the bad. Yesterday it was revealed that police were very kind to a man who was acting very erratically, begging for death. So they complied and shot him 23 times. Any good hunter knows that a single shot is all that is necessary to kill for food. What causes us not to save the bullets? Buy bigger magazines for more bullets.
What causes us to blame peaceful protesters under our Constitution when a few miscreants wish to use the peaceful demonstration as a way of acting out in childish behavior. The news media focuses on the bad, with a rightful purpose. It is up to us to discern how serious the problem is. Particularly in our neighborhood. Not far off where it doesn't affect us. Like the coronavirus does and requires our cooperation to defeat.
Wildfires in California, Alaska, the Amazon, Australia and other parts of the world are largely caused by drought that is currently being created by global warming. Now is not a time to yell, "Armageddon" or "the sky is falling," but to begin to focus our efforts making sure that everyone who is displaced by disaster or financially ruined is cared for until they can get back on their feet again. We have faced pandemics before and we know how to deal with them. We just have to follow expert advice and wait for a vaccine that is coming.
You may be suffering from all kinds of ailments, but the world is not coming to an end, yet. We have the resources and the will to correct our problems like we always have. Be thankful you're not living in a time of civil war, 1860-65. You might be worried about your brother shooting you back then.
Ron
Dark Nights and Broken Dreams (Poetry) - 9/2/2020 8:29:16 AM
Some eloquent thoughts on a topic that people in the "modern world" don't like to think about. Well done.
Dark Nights and Broken Dreams (Poetry) - 8/31/2020 1:26:36 PM
A very profound and telling thought about what death really amounts to for all but the famous. Eventually, even the mausoleums and huge gravestones will be ground to dust at all of those buried will be entwined with the roots of the forest they feed.
Shades of Edgar Allan Poe in this dark rendering of twilight reckoning. I feel it coming as well but not with any darkness or regret.
Ron
Dark Nights and Broken Dreams (Poetry) - 8/31/2020 5:32:01 AM
Very emotional, and well-expressed. Take care, sweet man. Unless we've made a big name for ourselves we all came into this world butt-naked, and leave with just the clothes on our back. No one owes us anything, and neither do we owe anyone anything!
Be content with your friends and relatives, and never second guess their genuine offers of friendship and prayers while you are alive - be happy with the support they offer. There is always a giftbox with your name on it that they gifted to you. Their hearts, love and caring are inside it. You can open this giftbox and peek into it and feel their love and caring as often as you want in life, but you can't feel it if you won't open this box. So, take care.
Sandie
Life’s Journey (Poetry) - 8/30/2020 11:37:14 AM
My bad. I misunderstood the intention of the poem. Will rewrite my comment and change it.
Ron
Lessons of the Sunflowers (Poetry) - 5/24/2020 12:07:06 PM
what a beautiful, poignant poem! heart moving words that made me forget where I was for a moment, and caused me to see sun flowers in a whole new way. Love the way you compared them to people.
Blessings!
David
God Made Angels (Poetry) - 1/25/2020 2:50:17 PM
What a loving tribute to your angel. I have one, too. Wouldn't it be nice if everyone had an angel in their lives making all those trials so much easier to endure?
Ron
God Made Angels (Poetry) - 1/23/2020 11:50:27 AM
Good for you both to have each other, hope it stays that way and neither of you goes astray...-e-
God Made Angels (Poetry) - 1/22/2020 1:45:41 AM
A wonderful tribute to a loved one. Yes, I believe in Angels as well. I think they come in several forms. My wife is a blessing and so are our two cats. They know when to comfort you when things go array. God bless them all, they are Angels in their on way. Well done!
John Michael
God Made Angels (Poetry) - 1/21/2020 11:31:15 PM
This is one of the most beautiful and tender poems I have ever reads dear J. She is your angel of light, it shows in every word you pen, You are both very blessed, Thank you for sharing .
God Made Angels (Poetry) - 1/20/2020 11:32:31 PM
Beautifully-written with great sentiment and declaration of love!
Sandie
My Mind is a Lonely Place (Poetry) - 1/11/2020 1:33:27 PM
This is incredibly beautiful and deeply profound. It's something I've been experiencing lately.
My Mind is a Lonely Place (Poetry) - 1/11/2020 10:59:09 AM
Allen, this is a very heartfelt write! I have also been thinking about my past from time to time, but you have written best about it!!!
Sandie
My Mind is a Lonely Place (Poetry) - 1/11/2020 8:49:22 AM
I agree with Rebecca. Inside our heads, it's just us, and it's up to us, as to how we live with that.
My Mind is a Lonely Place (Poetry) - 1/11/2020 3:15:27 AM
Aren't all of our minds lonely to one degree or another? We are filled with hopes and memories yet unless we are constantly renewing them with more hopes and memories they become like dusty knick knacks in a forgotten room. They have their place but they shouldn't be the only place.
Rebecca
Ode to Jan: (Poetry) - 10/22/2019 9:18:10 PM
loving tribute nicely said
Never stop writing
m
Our Love Will Never Grow Old (Poetry) - 10/20/2019 2:48:11 PM
TRUE Love transcends all boundaries.
A heartfelt poem to say the least.
Beautifully written and dedicated to your soul mate for eternity.
Well done!
Forgotten So Soon: (Poetry) - 8/17/2019 7:07:51 PM
After we pass, we turn into wind, its true, following our loved ones of this life, till they pass and join us...-e-
Forgotten So Soon: (Poetry) - 8/7/2019 9:39:56 AM
A poem with a great message. I specially like the idea of dying, twice. Of humanity down through the ages, only a few remain immortal for both good and bad deeds. Beware of those who would, gain immortality after death for their violence and inhumanity. Keep them around only as bad lessons for how not to live life. And certainly honor those of merit with eternal remembrance.
Your image of the neglected cemetery is so true. Even the pharaohs of Egypt, for the most part, ended up being removed from their burial chambers by grave robbers seeking gold and other riches they could pawn. But most graves simply disappear after log neglect. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
Ron
Forgotten So Soon: (Poetry) - 8/6/2019 9:14:52 AM
thought provoking, poignant read
Never Stop Writing
m
Forgotten So Soon: (Poetry) - 8/6/2019 7:53:28 AM
All it takes is one generation removed, and we're part of the forgotten past. And for me, once I'm gone, that's it. Iy will be the end the family line.
I Will Go To Heaven Loving You. (Poetry) - 7/8/2019 7:15:02 AM
A very benign and hopeful view of death. Unfortunately, there is no viable proof that the "spirit" remains after the brain dies and certainly doesn't "go," anywhere.
Ron
I Will Go To Heaven Loving You. (Poetry) - 7/7/2019 4:58:13 PM
I don't find this dark, for the most part, I actually find it quite sweet. You, Jan, will always have the knowledge of knowing that Al will never forget you and will love you. I think that is the greatest thought any person can give another and herein Al is giving it to you prior to his passing. Wonderful write from an accomplished bard, I am proud to call my friend...-e-
'Will I survive?' (Poetry) - 6/18/2019 11:28:32 AM
STAY PRAYERFUL. ASK GOD FOR DIRECTION AND GOD WILL LEAD YOU, AS HE ALWAYS HAS, AS TO WHAT HE NOW WANTS YOU TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE. WONDERFUL SHARING THAT EXPOSES OUR FEARS AND HESITANCE'S WHEN WE MAKE BIG CHANGES IN OUR LIVES. CHIN UP, PRESS ON! AND REMEMBER, YOU ARE NOT ALONE...GOD GOES BEFORE YOU. THANKS FOR SHARING. LOVE, BLESSINGS AND FAITH...HIS+ INSPIRATIONS
The Cat in the Window (Poetry) - 6/17/2019 4:09:16 PM
I think all you can do, Al, is keep lovin' & keep on, keepin' on...that is about the best advice I can give at present...-e-
The Cat in the Window (Poetry) - 6/17/2019 9:24:12 AM
Your story poem reads like A Christmas Carol in the way the images appear and reveal to you certain aspects of your present, past and future. I think the long hours overnight certainly have influenced these images that you are seeing. Nothing that a little catch-up sleep won't cure.
Ron
The Cat in the Window (Poetry) - 6/17/2019 12:21:43 AM
An excellent read!
Your bottom line says it all, "Love today with everything that you have, for our lives are but a whisper and then we are gone. Love…TRUE love is our greatest gift."
Amen X 110!
Love & Blessings,
John Michael
'Will I survive?' (Poetry) - 6/10/2019 8:51:49 PM
I share your concern, it is difficult to NOT be getting ready for school, now that I am in year 3 of retirement, it does take some getting used to
your life has always been lived in a positive manner, retirement will follow that plan
Never stop writing
m
'Will I survive?' (Poetry) - 6/3/2019 10:28:25 PM
Do what YOU love to do and many blessings will follow!
These days I work so little it's like having a trickle of spark to hold on to what I have done full-time in the past.
I mentor college students. Just enough to keep life interesting but not too much to overwhelm. So, as they say, life is a balance. Then other FUN interest such as writing, gardening, kayaking, biking and swimming kick-in just about every day. Family chores are welcomed as they are challenging and change from day-to-day with my wife's, "to-do list" and shopping list. My challenge is to bike ride to the store or add some exercise to the chore. That's about it except for challenging myself to help another fellow being at least once a day.
If that's retirement, then I like it.
I also have two male cat's that love to play fight. Watching then fly through the house insures me that no moment is predictable! That's a GREAT life! Now, go out and have FUN!
Amen!
'Will I survive?' (Poetry) - 6/1/2019 10:35:00 PM
I left you a comment on your FB site, so check it out, unless you already did...-e-
'Will I survive?' (Poetry) - 5/31/2019 11:27:57 AM
Thirty years was enough for me, so I called it quits just as they considered me superfluous and fired me, ironically after I retired. Unlike you, I went into retirement without misgivings.
I understand the plight of the working man. Having to live, paycheck to paycheck, and not able to save enough for safe retirement. I expect that you will keep working in one way or another to supplement your Social Security. If those in power in Washington have their way, they will do away with Social Security in the future. All working people need to ponder that they come up with ways to save from their meager salaries.
And, please continue to write and make it more like your job every day. We will be reading.
Ron
How great thou art! (Poetry) - 5/26/2019 11:53:32 AM
Your freedom will come after you retire from that back breaking job you got. Remember, God only gives you that which He knows you can handle, so handle it and move on, you are stronger than you think...-e-
Why Should I Continue to Fight? (Poetry) - 5/4/2019 12:14:26 PM
You'd better keep fighting, old man, as we have yet to meet in person and I had put that moment on my bucket list and looking forward to it, just bring a translator with you, I can't understand that southern drawl of yours...:) -e-
Why Should I Continue to Fight? (Poetry) - 5/3/2019 9:27:54 AM
There are certainly, in spite of all the misfortune that has fallen on you, times when one should fight with all their might to win, like when on a course to defeat cancer. But there also comes a time when the inevitable is clear. When doctors have the Hippocratic oath to fight for your life well beyond its expiration, is that your wish as well?
Like my uncle, who lived a long and hard-working, productive life called out to the nurses in the hospital he was staying at 102, "Nurse! Bring me a bucket! I want to kick it!" He never passed up an opportunity to Inject humor.
Ron
Why Should I Continue to Fight? (Poetry) - 5/3/2019 7:11:25 AM
I know where this poem comes from and why you wrote this. We have been in this authorsden site for so long, and some memories I do remember. As we struggle for survival it's good to know that our friends take note and are with us through our journeys.
A great poem of expression in how you feel!
Sandie
Why Should I Continue to Fight? (Poetry) - 5/2/2019 6:39:06 PM
anyone with old age creeping up/creeping in can relate to excellent write. As my dad would say, "Still on the right side of the sod."
Why Should I Continue to Fight? (Poetry) - 5/2/2019 5:39:00 PM
Down to earth, and viable to all the sennses is this great write, J. Allen. And yes, yes, fight with all your might to keep things on a even keel
Darkness Has a Face (Poetry) - 3/26/2019 11:25:43 PM
Thank you for your service, my friend, and when it comes down to you being maybe me & maybe I, you, we could both do worse...-e-
Darkness Has a Face (Poetry) - 3/22/2019 10:58:04 AM
I have often been mistaken for a veteran. But I never served. I don't know what it's like to kill another human being. But I can imagine, as a writer, what you and others have gone through when you had to follow orders and found yourself facing a living hell that you can't forget. I hope this poem and others will help you heal.
Ron
Darkness Has a Face (Poetry) - 3/21/2019 12:50:28 PM
a deep write into ones self
budd
Darkness Has a Face (Poetry) - 3/21/2019 3:06:14 AM
Gut-wrenching and soul-wrenching. a fine write indeed with many fine perceptions. Well done and excellent.
Another White Cross (Poetry) - 1/10/2019 12:00:18 PM
J Allen, I'm so sorry for your loss. I recently had to put my 16 year old Toy Poodle to sleep. It's so hard and you miss them so much. They always have a place in our hearts and memories.
May God's love comfort you.
Another White Cross (Poetry) - 1/9/2019 4:55:03 AM
I am saddened to read of your loss.
Only those who share their lives with little fur family members understand the tears and the sorrow.
my vet and I weep together when the time comes that we must end the suffering. My little fur companions also are buried in our back yard.
in the words of my vet: "What a Homecoming welcome you will have one day" and in answer to the startled glance I gave him, IT WOULD NOT BE HEAVEN IF THEY WERE NOT THERE!
may that thought comfort you as it did and does me
m
Another White Cross (Poetry) - 1/3/2019 2:21:48 PM
Bubba & Jan,
How devastating.. my heart to yours.
The recent sudden loss of my own beloved Eddie, is driving me to more new tears, even as I read the story of your beautiful Smokey.
it's been 4 months and I still ache for his presence and break down sometimes I'm so lonely for him.
I know you both love your cats the same. We're deeply sorry for your loss..
Joe and I will keep you - and your other cats, because they are deeply-affected, too - in our prayers.
Beautiful photo of Smokey..
No surprise, our Eddie is buried in our Memorial Garden, too... with Jade Belle.
The LORD comfort your broken hearts..
Love you guys,
Sis
Another White Cross (Poetry) - 1/1/2019 9:38:21 AM
Like all the rest of your cherished stray cats, Smokey was special. And, like them, now occupies part of that memorial garden that most cats never achieve. They live such short lives compared to us and also feel the pain of deadly strokes. Thank you for doing the kindness of relieving her misery.
Ron
Another White Cross (Poetry) - 1/1/2019 9:22:41 AM
Very touching. Pets do become a part of us and our family, and losing one is never easy. My condolences.
Another White Cross (Poetry) - 12/31/2018 10:52:08 PM
Very touching, partially because I had the very same experience. When living in the Middle East back in the mid-70s, I picked up a 4-week old calico cat that I called Mimi. She lived to be 25 years into the very early 90s. I never forgot her and wrote a poem about an experience I had with her that I posted on AD some time ago called "A Cat Called Mimi".
The Transition (Poetry) - 10/22/2018 4:40:52 PM
Life is good & God is better, especially when He is coloring our world with beauty. He also has you to color His world with words...-e-
The Tale of Dumpster Dave and Dumpster Dan (Poetry) - 10/8/2018 6:59:12 PM
good message intertwined in your article
once again I shout, SPAY is NOT a 4 letter word,
Never Stop Writing
m
The Transition (Poetry) - 10/8/2018 6:50:44 PM
glorious read!! day break is always a special time
Never Stop Writing
m
The Transition (Poetry) - 10/8/2018 1:13:56 PM
A very poetic way of describing what every sunrise feels like after a long hard night.
Ron
The Transition (Poetry) - 10/6/2018 10:20:18 AM
It doesn't matter if it's a sunrise or a sunset. They both have that magical transition.
The Transition (Poetry) - 10/5/2018 10:00:13 PM
You have painted a beautiful transition from night into day with your words. I love how you've described it. Thanks!
Sandie
I Once Was... (Poetry) - 9/11/2018 8:23:45 AM
Beautifully done and reaching the heart of the matter when it comes to aging and abandoning this life. In terms of the cliché, youth is wasted on the young. You made me think about my time in the hospital reaching out to the young, and unfortunately, married nurse when I lost my youth at 21.
Ron
I Once Was... (Poetry) - 9/10/2018 9:46:39 PM
As we age, we all wonder what happened. A wonderful poem.
I Once Was... (Poetry) - 9/10/2018 10:49:48 AM
This is a fantastic piece of poetry.
I Once Was... (Poetry) - 9/10/2018 9:11:34 AM
It is easy to think of youth and smile, not so easy to get to the
end of our lives and realize we all must go sooner or later,
That is why it is so important that we value our time here on this earth and make the best of it. Thank you for sharing your heart felt poem, Have a wonderful day dear poet.
I Once Was... (Poetry) - 9/10/2018 12:38:24 AM
I'd say that, like me, our youth has left us both behind, but we are still kickin', which I hear is better than the alternative, though I am not so sure. So keep kickin', my friend, as I have been doing of late myself...-e-
Without You... (Poetry) - 7/24/2018 12:16:59 PM
Intense and so beautiful. True poetry of true love.
Without You... (Poetry) - 7/23/2018 12:12:53 PM
WHAT A ABSOLUTELY LOVING AND TENDER TRIBUTE TO A VERY BLESSED LADY AND I'M SURE SHE KNOWS IT. FROM YOUR WORDS THE FEELINGS ARE MUTUAL. THANKS FOR SHARING. LOVE, BLESSINGS AND FAITH...JOYCE * HIS INSPIRATIONS
Without You... (Poetry) - 7/21/2018 12:11:24 PM
While your lament is very loving and true, your readers have not commented on the plight that you are in. You write for a large segment of our society who cannot rest in their old age but must either depend on others, the state, or work until they are on their deathbed without any time in the sun.
I dread the day my retirement money runs out. Social Security doesn't pay the bills.
Political will can change that. If it doesn't, future generations will have an even worse.
Ron
Without You... (Poetry) - 7/21/2018 7:55:54 AM
It's true, absence does make the heart grow fonder.
Without You... (Poetry) - 7/20/2018 10:33:12 PM
Such a beautiful declaration of your love! You are a REAL man! You know how to love a woman.
Sandie
Without You... (Poetry) - 7/20/2018 10:06:11 PM
Poetically expressed in a clear and profound manner. Well done! After all, life is a balance. Too much of anything is not so good. I love my education occupation. But then, if spend too many hours away from home it becomes a burden. I enjoy time with my wife but spending too much time together 24/7 is not very wise. Hobbies, sports, educational and spiritual pursuits are intertwined with family time. Life becomes fresh and new with every pursuit. What else can I possibly learn today? The possibilities are endless! God Bless!
The Tale of Dumpster Dave and Dumpster Dan (Poetry) - 7/20/2018 7:28:58 PM
Offspring? How did two male cats have little cats? Or were their names maybe Dave & Danielle, hence then I could understand them having kitties, if not, well, you figure it out...-e-
Without You... (Poetry) - 7/20/2018 7:23:31 PM
I'm certain it is reciprocated by Jan, you are both quite lucky to have each other...-e-
There are so many things... (Poetry) - 7/15/2018 10:27:40 PM
My God, this is so moving. So down to Earth, and honest, it makes me wish I'll be able to love like this!
Wow
Your heart is so right on, keep giving irt, and please write more, I just love this
-ZACH
There are so many things... (Poetry) - 7/3/2018 9:42:01 PM
You may be poor & you may be a broken old man, but the one thing you are not poor in is love, you have a good woman & she has a great man, you are both lucky in that respect...-e-
There are so many things... (Poetry) - 7/1/2018 8:43:50 AM
So sad, but loving in the same way. Age often brings separation of love like this. The good news is, you still have each other and that is very important for what you are going through.
Ron
There are so many things... (Poetry) - 7/1/2018 3:55:20 AM
Your poem brings a tear to my eyes, So loving and so dear. Thank you so much for sharing your tender passion of poetry. Have a blessed day and live long, live happy .
There are so many things... (Poetry) - 6/30/2018 11:49:44 PM
This is so sweet and devoting, Allen. I've known you for a long time as a writer-friend. Every time you write something your life just flash through my brain and I know you mean every word that is dedicating to the one you love. I wish you both everlasting happiness.
Sandie
And Thus We Become (Poetry) - 4/19/2018 10:10:23 AM
Brilliant, absolutely brilliant,
thank you so much for sharing it.
Steve
The Life of Lies (Poetry) - 4/19/2018 10:07:12 AM
this poem could be directed at so many people and professions not just politicians,
very, very well written.
thanks you for sharing it.
Steve
Shadows That Cling (Poetry) - 4/9/2018 7:03:42 PM
I think this poem captures the beginning of our 21st century well, in a lyrical, edgy, yet soft manner. So much hope in our times, and yet the darkness continues to encroach upon us all.
Hope springs eternal, and yet the darkness is also seemingly always attempting to overcome the Light, making even the sun fade.
If you were trying to capture the struggle, you have pulled it off brilliantly ( pardon the unintended pun) with this one.
Thanks J.
-Zach
My Life is Love (Poetry) - 3/31/2018 6:26:26 AM
VERY NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Liana Margiva
My Life is Love (Poetry) - 3/2/2018 4:07:05 PM
How did I miss this Al? Your lady Jan is a very lucky young lady and you a very lucky young man...-e-
My Life is Love (Poetry) - 2/13/2018 8:45:58 AM
You are lucky to have someone so devoted and she is lucky to have someone so poetic in expressing what every caring woman wants. To be honored and respected for what she gives her love.
Ron
My Life is Love (Poetry) - 2/12/2018 7:51:17 PM
Amen! Well done!
Lessons of the Sunflowers (Poetry) - 2/9/2018 11:00:57 PM
Such an awareness of the fragile but beautiful world our God created.
This poem definitely gave me more an appreciation for sunflowers.
Yes, we will one day bow to our creator and hopefully, will rejoice.
Amen!
Lessons of the Sunflowers (Poetry) - 2/9/2018 7:31:34 AM
A beautifully poignant delivery of the life of sunflowers. Relating them to how our lives follow a similar pattern.
I only regret that you didn't mention the large head of seeds that is a windfall for birds to make it through the winter. Sunflower seeds are also very beneficial for humans to consume. We are just finding that out, although we have been using the oil for very long time.
Ron
Anger More than Fear (Poetry) - 2/7/2018 5:21:48 AM
I am so sorry to read of your latest diagnosis, Keeping the faith, so to speak, becomes all the harder when we are ill.
You are in Prayer
m
Anger More than Fear (Poetry) - 2/4/2018 5:12:36 PM
I feel your anger and pain. I know of red-hot anger at God who wastes his time tormenting us. I hope this time your anger is for naught and all goes well.
Anger More than Fear (Poetry) - 2/1/2018 9:01:48 AM
The Blood of Jesus over you, in you, on you, through you, my Bubba!
We are Children of GOD, re-born of the Incorruptible Seed, Jesus The Christ! That means Jesus' Blood is in your veins now, and Jesus' DNA is in Jesus' Blood in your veins, and THAT means His D - DIVINE, N- NATURE, has been A- APPLIED to YOU! Believe it, Declare it aloud! When we are weak, THEN HE is STRONG!
My heart breaks for you to revisit this again, Bubba.. and GOD bless Jan; she is amazing in her loving care for you!
I understand your anger... but dispel it please, Bubba, for anger turns to bitterness very quickly and then resentment feeds that fire you speak of. And Both FEED cancer!
As Ron said, your poem shows great sensitivity to the beauty that is love and nature.
John Michael and Diana, my sincerest condolences for your loss of spouse.
Ron, I am always praying for you..thank GOD it was just a scare.
Let us all pray the same rings true for Allen.. and my own daughter Shelley 44, diagnosed with cervical cancer.
Much love and faith,
Sis
Anger More than Fear (Poetry) - 1/31/2018 7:26:16 AM
Not sure what to say, other than best wishes and good luck. Channel that anger into thinking positive. Please keep us posted.
Anger More than Fear (Poetry) - 1/31/2018 4:53:42 AM
I had a slight skin cancer scare a few months ago. But it's over now. I can't imagine what going through major cancer treatment must be like. I'm not looking forward to my future of losing the ability to even come on the computer to do my work. It is coming faster than I like, along with all kinds of medical problems I don't want to face. But I'm not angry yet.
On the other hand, your poem shows great sensitivity to the beauty that is love and nature.
Ron
Anger More than Fear (Poetry) - 1/31/2018 12:50:44 AM
I understand...my husband ( you may remember) died from the same...ten years ago this year...and going through the journey with a loved one is an unforgettable and painful experience...
Life is precious, and I hope all shall be well for you...
Things really have moved on medically this past decade..
Keep the Hope and Faith alive...
Your words in this poem touch my soul....
Best wishes always,
Diana...
Anger More than Fear (Poetry) - 1/30/2018 6:55:36 PM
A very heartfelt and courageous poem. I pray for healing for you and all who have to live with even one minute with the thought of cancer. My first wife was also a victim over 30 years ago but I am told with today's treatment she probably would survive. Peace be with you.
The Christmas Kiss (Poetry) - 12/15/2017 4:35:07 AM
powerful message here
keep writing!!
m
“Hello Wall” (Poetry) - 12/13/2017 1:22:41 PM
I hope you feel better soon.
The Christmas Kiss (Poetry) - 12/12/2017 9:10:12 AM
a great classic tale
The Christmas Kiss (Poetry) - 12/11/2017 8:37:51 AM
You have written a classic Christmas story for our time. It is a pleasure to read something as poignant as The Little Match Girl that I read in high school. It is impossible to reach such stories, often true, without thinking of those less fortunate than us and bring a tear to our eyes.
Ron
The Christmas Kiss (Poetry) - 12/10/2017 6:12:38 PM
A great story that I am sure is true. Yes, there are lots of Dorothy's with little kids too! This Christmas we bring them kids bags full of toys and something for mom and dads too. There are thousands in this town. The USA may be a wealthy nation but it gets pretty cold when you're alone out on the street and there is no one around. Perhaps if we all did a little bit to help these folks we could make some smiles from those frowns.
And Thus We Become (Poetry) - 12/7/2017 7:13:19 AM
We're remembered for a short period of time, and then we're forgotten. It's like looking at old photos of our anscesters, and having no clue about who they were.
And Thus We Become (Poetry) - 12/6/2017 7:14:07 AM
A very existential view of life. Yes, our remainders do not say much about us except that we were bone and flesh and blood… We lived… And we died.
The only thing that gives us immortality are the ideas that we leave behind. We must therefore go boldly into our lives, do as much as we can, and then hope that we will be remembered amidst the millions and billions who are not remembered.
Ron
And Thus We Become (Poetry) - 12/5/2017 3:09:59 PM
Ashes to ashes & dust to dust we eventually become and move on to wherever it is we are destined to go. I'm about ready to pack my bags and move on down the road of life & death...-e-
Veteran’s Day 2017 (Poetry) - 11/12/2017 11:42:07 PM
Nice person that did that for you. They must have felt sorry for you, seeing that you were old as Methuselah & didn't have enough money to even get a haircut...:) -e-
Veteran’s Day 2017 (Poetry) - 11/12/2017 8:30:42 PM
It is sad that our veterans aren't appreciated for their hard sacrifices.
Veteran’s Day 2017 (Poetry) - 11/12/2017 8:56:17 AM
Excellent tribute to our vets. I hope that someday we won't need soldiers to fight wars. Most of which in our past, should never been started in the first place. When will we ever learn? War is Hell.
Veteran’s Day 2017 (Poetry) - 11/12/2017 7:40:15 AM
You certainly jerked the tears from my eyes with this humble explanation and poem.
While I hated the war and admired those that would go so far as to be conscientious objectors or to go as far as leaving the country from an unfair lottery system that largely took average Joes right out of high school and made them "believe they were winners" until they got there and realized what kind of hell they were really in.
I never yelled at or taunted anyone who was a veteran of that awful miscarriage of patriotism. But I have talked to many veterans because they see me paralyzed and think that I was there, allowing us to share what we both experienced.
Ron
Veteran’s Day 2017 (Poetry) - 11/12/2017 3:29:23 AM
fine veterans tribute
Veteran’s Day 2017 (Poetry) - 11/11/2017 10:28:45 PM
Excellent! Take away our Veterans and we will no country! Amen!
The Life of Lies (Poetry) - 11/5/2017 8:56:58 PM
This poem could easily be about politicians. Lies spew forth from their lips.
The Life of Lies (Poetry) - 11/4/2017 11:13:51 PM
Stated well, hopefully we all don't end up in writers hell...-e-
The Life of Lies (Poetry) - 11/4/2017 9:34:21 AM
Somewhere along the line, I learned that the loudest mouth in a small group can easily take over. And, I have observed, that through repetition reinforcing short-term memory into long-term, loudmouth lecturing can be perceived as true even though it may be dead wrong. So many have fallen for this ruse that seems to be one of our human failings… Following false leaders. And then when they get enough clout, they use violence to stamp out any opposition regardless how true that may be.
You flamed them with this poem.
Ron
The Life of Lies (Poetry) - 11/4/2017 6:46:17 AM
A fine write for today's world of alternative facts.
The Life of Lies (Poetry) - 11/4/2017 2:08:04 AM
poignant, compelling read
Never stop writing!
m
Bring Me No Flowers (Poetry) - 10/5/2017 9:05:10 AM
I gather from your poem that cemeteries are for the living and not for the dead. But I've noted that many cemeteries are suffering from overcrowding and/or neglect.
But cemeteries are peaceful places until the dark of a moonlit night when they can become quite terrifying.
Ron
Bring Me No Flowers (Poetry) - 10/5/2017 6:48:23 AM
I don't believe in cemeteries,
so no flowers for me.
Just cremate my remains,
and set my ashes free.
Bring Me No Flowers (Poetry) - 10/4/2017 2:50:01 PM
I wouldn't bring or give you flowers when you are as yet alive, let alone after you've moved on. I mean, why waste my money on flowers that will end up in the trash at the cemetery? Maybe someday we will finally meet but on the other side, better than nothing, hope you find peace always, now and then...-e-
Bring Me No Flowers (Poetry) - 10/4/2017 11:53:23 AM
Maybe that's why I don't visit my brother's or my parent's graves. I don't feel like they're there. They are up above, watching over me. Thank you for the bittersweet poem.
Have I... (Poetry) - 10/2/2017 4:13:31 PM
Apparently feeling blue is not easy for you, as it is not for all of us, but to have someone like Al in "your corner" should be enough to help you to combat your depression. As well, use meditation with thoughts of the ocean & beach that usually makes you feel good when thought of...hope this helps...-e-
I Cried Today (Poetry) - 10/1/2017 3:50:53 PM
Too often people turn away from other people's pain. Too self-involved in their own lives, they ignore others around them. It is never a weakness to show empathy and support. Too bad our society doesn't reinforce this belief.
Have I... (Poetry) - 10/1/2017 3:30:28 PM
Self-doubt can be painful. It forces us to rethink our lives and relationships. When nothing is lacking, we search for empty spots. Don't do that. Don't believe there is an emptiness in you.
Have I... (Poetry) - 10/1/2017 7:01:20 AM
I think it's a natural thing for women to start to question their happiness at a certain age. J Allen, from the poem I see that you are trying your best to make the ill feeling go away and be replaced by the happiness of love.
Hearing the same thing, I have written a poem of appeasement in love for posting next Saturday. Already she wants a print and I haven't gone back and made sure that it is the very best that I can do for her (and you).
Ron
I Cried Today (Poetry) - 9/30/2017 1:18:54 PM
Doesn't seem like crying for someone, if they need it, is wrong, in fact it is likely the most compassionate thing one human being can do for another...-e-
I Cried Today (Poetry) - 9/30/2017 9:10:44 AM
I get the feeling that you want to remove the feeling of anxiety people get about crying.
Based on what you've written, I would say that you continue to cry and get insights into your behavior. I never cry very much about incidents that happen to others. But, when someone touches me with their description or poem, I can't help but cry along with them.
Ron
I Cried Today (Poetry) - 9/29/2017 3:48:39 PM
My biggest tears come when I hear a touching testimony from someone who came back to life because they had faith. Congressman Scalese is one of those individuals. His testimony touched me so much that I cried tears of joy. Thank you for sharing.
I Cried Today (Poetry) - 9/29/2017 12:24:46 PM
Me, too, Bubba... me, too.
One Sunday morning 26 years ago, I was on my face praying, asking the LORD what message He wanted me to bring forth at Worship.
But what Father GOD told me, was that He was going to stir ME like the Pool of Bethesda and that my tears would heal others!
Knowing you, I believe you have a very similar Gift, and I bless you in the name of the LORD.
When I was just 6 years old, I was scolded harshly by my mother for "crying over everything". Those words felt like a knife in my little girl's heart. I had received Christ at age 5 and I was very tenderhearted towards all.
But I remember looking steadily at both of them, seeking understanding, and saying, "I can't help it - I am a human antenna!"
My father guffawed... and my mother snapped, "Stop it!"
So, I tried to subdue my Gift, but when I was 40, just like Moses, the LORD found me again and rekindled His flame in me...Praise be to GOD!
You have a beautiful heart .. and no doubt in mymind, healing in your tears.
Love you, my Bubba.
Be safe and no matter what, keep shedding those precious drops of healing. And remember, our Father in Heaven keeps them in a bottle- That's how much it means to HIM!!!
Love & Hugs to you & Jan & Rv. Inis
Sis
The Blue Bird and The Cross (Poetry) - 9/25/2017 7:12:20 PM
This poem is a beautiful tribute to nature. But first, we must stop and smell the roses every day.
The Blue Bird and The Cross (Poetry) - 9/25/2017 6:47:38 PM
May the Bluebird of Happiness refrain from crapping on your pristine white cross, pretty write. /e
The Blue Bird and The Cross (Poetry) - 9/24/2017 6:57:55 AM
I would so like to see an Eastern Bluebird here in Texas. I understand that they are endangered.
On the other hand, I hope he/she doesn't crap on your cross and sully its pristine whiteness. ;-)
Ron
To Catch a Star (Poetry) - 9/23/2017 10:04:17 AM
Not many are able what you did… Catch a falling star and make her your own.
Ron
To Catch a Star (Poetry) - 9/22/2017 9:20:18 PM
And lo, we look to the sky in the firmament to behold a multitude of stars. One of them is there for us. A lovely account here, full of hope.
