So you want to keep in mind down the road, that even though you’ve been off pain pills for years, don’t think that you can go back and just take a few, you can’t do it.  Like I said, you’ll be right back where you started.  I hope this research I’m doing helps people, because to me, I’ve wasted 16 years of my life taking pain pills.  And so for me personally, I want this to be able to help people so that all that time in my life, those wasted days, days of being strung out on stuff, will mean something.  I really hope this will help people; that the things I’ve been through will count for something in life that will help my fellow man to realize it’s not the end of the world.  There’s people and medicine out there now that can rid you of this present state of being hooked on pain medications.