You'll find Blind Feeling in Chimeraworld 2. The story also appears in Acetone Enema: A Morbid Collection of Short Stories and Poetry
From Editor Mike Philbin:
"Still reeling from the nightmare excesses of CHIMERAWORLD #1? Relax a while and enjoy the ambient tones of sadness, depression, degradation and utter hopelessness of CHIMERAWORLD #2. Twenty three of the most mentally corrosive stories from twenty three of the most innovative authors ever assembled in one collection. Stories from Steve Lockley & Paul Lewis, Brian W Keen, Kurt Newton, Dustin LaValley, David L Tamarin, Derek Gunn, Michele Acker, Anthony Cain, William D. Carl, Glen Alan Hamilton, Quentin S Crisp, J. M. Heluk, Charles Richard Laing, Ken Goldman, Nicholas Alan Tillemans, Suzanne Church, Eric Shapiro, Tony Richards, Karen James, John Meany, Andrew Zimmerman Jones, Richard Lee and Destiny West."
CHIMERAWORLD 2 TABLE OF CONTENTS: DAMP - Steve Lockley & Paul Lewis THE DANCE - Brian W Keen THE STAGNANT PONDS - Kurt Newton A TASTE FOR DEFORMITY - Dustin LaValley THE ABORTION PEOPLE - David L Tamarin IT’S YOUR TURN – Derek Gunn TWISTED JUSTICE – Michele Acker THIS COLOSSAL WRECK or Fuck You and the Virus You Rode in On - Anthony Cain CUNT - William D. Carl THE FORT - Glen Alan Hamilton ASKING FOR IT – Quentin S Crisp EMBALMING 101 - J. M. Heluk AT THE ORPHANAGE - Charles Richard Laing DREAM LOVER – Ken Goldman BLIND FEELING - Nicholas Alan Tillemans GREY LOVE - Suzanne Church FIZZ – Eric Shapiro LITTLE BOY BLUE - Tony Richards BIRDCAGE - Karen James SIN AND SORROW - John Meany ABRAHAM LINCOLN’S CHILDREN - Andrew Zimmerman Jones THE FINAL WAIT - Richard Lee THE FORGOTTEN - Destiny West
Good luck with the submission. I got accepted in print but I won't leak it out yet because I am still trying to figure out who my anthology mates are going to be. I am working on a tadam story, the first is a psychological vampire story called "Halloween Girl" and "Bill of Health" with a new comer named M. Lovell, Jr. He was ex-gothic.net basically got to talking with me on AIM and became a member of my message board. I am going to be the subject of the next interview of House of Pain.com -- expect nothing less than controversial. I am doing it in promotion for the Reality Check Competition. My story that I wrote for it is found here; it is also a vampire story but the vampires in the story are undead spiders.
The fortunate inherit riches, prestige, positive notoriety. Those not so lucky bear legacies filled with poverty, infamy or, worse yet, the unhinged insanity and murderous urges of their ancestors.
