How do I began, what do I call myself, what words will make you understand me, what will not cause judgment on from you and from me, how can I tell you I sleep at night without thoughts of another woman’s name that does not come from my lips, how is it I came to this point, regret plays with me like a echo again and again,
His marriage is my thought, separation is where I come in, his words of divorce skip beats with every mention of one to ease my mind, as to say let me make you happy for a time, he says he loves me calling me Hun, but yet loves come from his lips as he say them to her, betrayal sips through my mind, as I like her think of how will I leave this relationship, how could I hurt him like her, as my love for myself shows more promise then any other,
He cries for me, ask me to stay, tells me I please him like no other, but yet my feet can no stay settle in this place, I weep for help for forgiveness on an act that’s in my mind, whispering if this is not for me then let me go, and each time I write a passage in my chapter he gives me comfort and warmth,
But it’s not enough for these thoughts to go away from my soul, as it walks around my bed at night in my dreams, shadowing me, playing images of I will never leave you alone, what peace will comes from this act of betrayal, a woman’s doubt, another deceit that lies in this mans bed, strike three I whisper to myself, thinking of him, a age long secret revealed, a mother in laws to be agony for a son’s life that seems doomed,
Scared I hold myself, I think as mirror’s reflection points its finger at me, shame red’s my face, boiling my blood, as it teaches life’s lesson,
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