I can't believe what's happened to me!  It all seems like a dream!

Last week, I finally relented, went to church with my Uncle Fenton and Aunt Reba; let's just say my life's changed. 

For the better.  And then some!!

I was at church, and when the pastor finished speaking, I kept feeling a weird sensation in my heart, like I had to go up to the front.  When the time came for people to come to the front, I found myself walking up front, without any hesitation, to the altar, where I gave my heart to the Lord.

I've been made whole.  All of a sudden, I feel free, totally free.  I feel like I weigh next to nothing, and if I could fly, I think I could do so without any questions!  LOL  Jesus has made me a whole new creature, and He now lives inside me, in my heart, where He will stay, forever and ever!!

I'm now going to go to Heaven, to be with Jesus, the angels, and Father God!  I am not going to hell, to suffer eternal pain, suffering, and damnation!

For the first time in a long time, I feel like smiling, holding my head up!  I haven't been dressing so provocatively, and the music/books, and such that I'd been steeping myself in no longer matter; I find myself wanting to listen to gospel or praise music!!

Now is that a kick in the pants or WHAT??  Me, hard-edged, bitter Sagetarius Rainbow McDermott, aka "Witch-Girl", am now a radically diffrent person!!  I've been redeemed by the saving blood of Jesus Christ; I am now a Daughter of the  King!  And I am now going to go to Heaven, to be with relatives thad died before me, and I will live in glory, in happiness, forever!!!!

All of a sudden, I'm not angry any more.  If anything, I feel like singing, laughing, or shouting my joy!!  I love myself, and I love my life!!  I am free; I am totally, without question, FREE!!!!

~To be continued.~

Now I am going to have to find a new nickname:  Angel Girl, perhaps??  Coz I'll be one when I'll get to Heaven!! :D